快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
sry i might b luan... searching fer tinko...tokin on phone... typin msn.. bloggin... errr... blur... okie... finish tokin.. cut tt short... hahaz... haix yst got hong lou meng test den like was readin den kena confiscated... den look fer ng tan den she was like u hav a test on it todae arh? o i sae ya... den she sae gav it to singh lioax... grr.. den usualli dun wan c singh alwaes bump to him.. den tt dae wan look fer him cannot find.. grrr... finally todae saw him he sae hafta get it back frm mmi chi teacher... qi shi wo le.. aniwae.. sae jz at jp (rite? wahahaha) wear sch u worx.. 1st time c.. hahaz..hmm forgot wad i say... wad i say arh? make u like drop everything n kneel on da grnd? hahaz... lamez lahz... heyz remember buy mi da harry potter 6 worx ahahz... kdin ^^ kiex lahz... nth to sae le.. wahahahaz... oh yea.. xq miz u hahaz...
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
xian~
haix... reali dunno wad to sae lahz.. hahaz... like every1 seems to hav smth to do but mi.. bleagh... aniwae, not gg fer da ndp contigent tinko le... kinda a waste... it seems quite fun bein dere n gettin noe other ppl frm diff sch... but oh well.. got to choose between dat n mi fam.. tts so ez rite? haix... sumtimes feel veri alone... ahahz.. though like got a constant brit/lp/maroon5 screamin their heads off in da bg... hahaz... hate sum of those songs... ahhaz... but not mine... so juz close an ear lor... hahaz... damn it... instal a game n there's an error... cant play tt game... grrr... n im here rottin to death...T_T bleagh... n i haben prepare fer mi interview on tue... haix... shld i chose treasurer? it seemd da most slack job of all haahz... laemz... den hmmm pti nahz... hahaz... footdrill i/c... hmmm can slack oso.. i like it.. muahahahaz... i realise tt 90% of mi time i spend wif ting n shuqi da most.. hahaz... 1 week 7 daes saw their faces... wow... hahaz... dun wan c ting lioaz... hahaz... she like i 1 dae c her... errr... arnd more dan 10 hrs? hhaz... kiddin kiddin... den da rest of da gals... erm... like 1 month not even once we go out? cept fer some.. haix.. so sad..... hahaz... nxt time go out 2gether ba ahhaz... i think i gonna flunk mi math again... i dunno y... i tot i understood but when tests cum, my mind is a blank... mi hands starts to sweat n sumtimes even shivered.... omg i think i reali develop a fear of tests... haiz..... feels like cryin... u c all those lil children n c tt they hav no worries lidat... omg, i so envied dem... i wish tt i can b like dem lor.. no worries... no tests... no pressure... feelin down... n they seem much much happier den mi... sometimes i laff but inside feels so empty... it seems veri stupid to mi... y shld i laff? too bad there's no book in tellin mi y... u r happie fer a moment, n da nxt, when u r alone, u feels sadder den b4.. so wads da use... feelin da pressure buildin up inside mi as daes goes by... haix... reali wans to giv up... a veri temptin offer... but den wad? wad will happens nxt? will i giv up on wadeva i'll b doin nxt? there's no endin... it's depressin watching kids frm a happie n carefree ppl grow up to b sum1 hu cares abt works, frownin n short tempered ppl... haix... mum alwaes compares mi wif mi bro... yea..act is him wif mi... he'll feel da pressure i noe but so do i... wad if 1 dae i disappont her?wad will she do? wad will mi dad do? its veri depressin... does any ppl eva noe how m i feelin aniwae? they assumed... but they nva will... fer i dun even understand miself sometimes... im gettin zi bi zhen + depression + suicidal tots here... bleagh... giv mi time to sort out mi thinkings... im sry if i eva offend ani1...
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cold sia~
todae go library study... wif ting shuqi(long term peepx de hahaz) den pei n tear... wa se... da lib hao leng lehz... den ting pull da bean bag hahaz... den we use as a 'blanket' =p lamez lahz... aniwae... dun reali read much.. doin bio tsy... so hard.. was thinking where dey get da idea of tt qns lor... so hard to do Xp hahaz... aniwae, nth to sae le.. tomolo sch... deng deng deng deng... hahaz... lamez... =p buaix... ^^
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
GoOd FriDaE
hmm... todae ish gd fridae mahz.. actualli feel like gg out... but cant find mi sandals.. so forget it.. den... ya todae slp til veri late... almost time fer lunch so same... cancel liaox lahz.. tomolo still needa go dat ndp tinko... jess giv tt training timetable so late.. now den realise alot ALOT trainings durin june hols.. cant go... soi pray veri veri hard i wont get selected fer tat tinko lor.. hmmm..... dunno wad else to write lehz.. oh yea.. kindadepressing when teachers sae we're fallin behind in studies... cuz haben even start to cover da lessons to b test in exams... yea.. xian.. realli nth else to write lor... haix.. ohy ea b4 playin com was actualli watching da JAY CONCERT!!! ahhaz... vcd lahz... den he like sooooo coooooooolllll hahaz.. later continue to watch again.. hmmm realli decidin to buy... vcd lahz.. more song.. sumore mi discman can listen to vcd so yea.. can watch n listen!! ^^ hahaz... hmmm.... oh yea... yst watch the eye 10 wif shuqi jasmine ting pei n tear.. hmmm veri scary... so gross n.. scary? hahaz... de first part aladi so scary lor.. den like inside onli mi shuq pei n dunno hu like alwaes scream.. i dun wan watch liaox...but got sum funi part lahz.. like da possesed guy dance break dance... hahaz... err... but got more scary parts.. so.. errr.... tryin to forget... haahz... =p
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
actualli da title fer todae slip out of mi mind...
aniwae... hmmm todae is wed... fri is gd fri.. yay.. hahaz... hao lamez worx.. hahaz... aniwae, actualli todae supposed to kena punished cuz forgot bring geog file... but i think ms ridz also forgot liaox.. hahaz.. so shh... dun sae anitin... hahaz... hmmm... oh yea.. i remember wad i was gg to do aniwae.. nvm... so yea.. basically this week went quite okay til now i guess... hahaz... hmmm...yst like veri late reach home... arnd 8.30.. den reali got scolded til xiao.. hahaz... cuz i pei ting n shuqi take bus to jp mahz... den make a detour back to je n den admiralty.....h hahz.. so yea..... scold til shou bu liaox.. nvm... hahaz...... used to it... but mi poor head... got hit by shuqi ting n roy...... grrr... later i become stupid how? hahaz.. den i wu hui n hit both of dem de head... oops... pai seh..... hahaz..... hmmm juz realise not onli i ming bai dong xi veri slow, mi body function also slow.. hahaz..... its like when we went cycling aniwae? now den mi skin starts to peel off cuz of da sunburnt. haahz... den like veri farnee lidat... hahaz..... todae da chi lesson veri erm how describe nehz? aniwae, todae de lesson also zhen ming how slow im..... ahaz.. teacher was like askin hu no partner fer wadeva zodiac tinko den over mine de liaox den i realise... hahaz... nvm. heck wahahahaz... =p okie sry get kinda crazi now... hmm veri happi mi geog commontest get A... if onli get 1/2 more marks..... den A1 liaox... xian diaox... now searching fer ani xtra marks tt teacher can giv hahaz...so pathetic nehz... nvm... hmmm... tomolo last dae of da week... yay... hmmmm cant wait. n i also eralised tt reali u noe. all farnee n strange things happens to mi... yst saw like 2 ppl slackin on da mrt da 'chair' or wadeva u call it dan like holdin hand n kao against each other.. den cuz cannot c da face mahz...but got a feelin both r guys... den go in reali both r guys... den cant stop laffin.. hahaz... ppl might think im crazi..... ahhaz. den durin rc veri farnee... doin kekanan lurus. den a sec 1 guy beside mi. he was like chubby chubby tt kind... den he was leanin on mi lor.. i was like thinkin 'omg omg.. im gg to fall' cuz he reali use his fist n lean against mi.. i aladi feel giddy plus tt one. wa buae ta han... hahaz... den he also pull at mi sleeves den i laff lor. den kena scolded by seniors. hahaz.... =p nvm...... i crazi i admit.. bleagh... camp report... interview..... die die die..... hhahaz... bubbye..... =p
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
Sunday....... Last dae of hols......
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............. todae is da last dae of hols liaox lehz..... so sad... i haben had enuff playin lor.. grrrrr..... literature hw also haben finish..... argh....... 5 more summaries to go........ grrrrrr......... da story book is crap.. readin it once is bad enuf n now i hav to reread it to do da summaries???? grrrrrrr...... haix... now there's a fight between mi cuzzin n mi uncle..... hmm..... alwaes lidat... veri irritating....... hm todae go buy present fer jasimi... hahaz..... den aft tt ting n tear go mi hs..... erm... paiseh mi hs veri luan ahhaz... aniwae, nth much lahz...... veri xian also ahahz... tomolo sch liaox.. hmmmmm muz jia you fer exams liaox..... haix...... kampate..... =p
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
errr...
this blogskin still need alot editin lehz.... aniwae, jz help mi lehz... ahahz... cant find where to put da taggie... put aladi, da below tt box is gone... hhahaz... den yea.. this one cannot put any links de... but i like da photos... hahaz... kiex.. nvm.. stop crappin =p
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Friday, March 18, 2005
Reflection~
watch sbsp movie yst... hao leng worx.. it's like da jokes i dun get it... n onli jj bside seems to enjoy it so much hahaz... n he sang along wif da gg song i think... can still remember... woa... aniwae, nvm.. borrow 'the cool guy' frm shuqi... juz realise song cheng xian veri cool... hahaz... gonna watch it aft i finish moi geog hw... hahaz... leavin mi lit fer da last moment... dun care... i dun understand da poem!!! reali... hmmm... aniwae aft watchin mi shuqi n pei go eat... they eat chincken rice again -.-" hahaz... hmmm get home quite late n mi aunt was like y now everydae so late arh?! den i was like errr... dunno hhahaz... den go awae le... =p hhahaz... lamez lahz... aniwae, muz revise fer sch le... startin da dae aft tomolo... hmmm xian...... y ting is awae??????? grrr....... wan show her smth... aniwe, nvm.. i dun wan sch to start!!! n mi mum sae since exams start in 6 weeks n mayb arnd may lidat so dun think i can go back n c mi cuzzin's wedding!!! aargh.... so sad...... aft him i dun think can watch animore weddings of da family til abt mi this cuzzin is old enuf which means when mi miself is old enuf -.-" xian....... -.-"
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
fridae~
da first time i was sad bcuz todae is fridae... cuz it means hols are fst endin n 6 more weeks b4 mid yr exaMS!!!!! waaaaaaaaa........... i dun wan........... hmmm aniwae, hw haben finish!!!!! omg omg omg... reali in panic liaox... hmmm muz chiong arh...... xian diao... hate camp fer takin awae mi 3 daes... n givin mi bad memories... hahaz.. aniwae, this entry so crappy de... hmmm todae go watch movie ahahz.. i noe im contradictin miself in chion hw... but i wanna watch sbsp... hahaz... tts so lame aniwae, g2g n do cme proj liaox hahaz... bubbye!!! btw, last nite, those i sae cya later de ren... veri sry.. when i wanna use da com again, mi uncle n cuzzin took awae da cpu n left mi wif onli da monitor... =p paiseh paiseh... ahhaz... kiex bubbye...
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
march camp is over!!!! WoOhOo~
yay... da camp finally over... hmmm veri slpy now... hahaz... but here da gd thing.. im da fnb i/c fer da whole 3 daes which means i can skip parts of lessons to prepare da food... hahaz... bad thing.. da sec 1 guys r a pig i tell u... hahaz.. i mean in funny way lahz.. hahaz cuz like when they finish eatin, da onli thing they look forward to was mi/ cw/ seniors sae hu wans second helpings can go n take n they practically run there lor... hahaz...hmmm first nite sentry duty... 4.30-5.30am.. hmmm here like veri eerie experience cuz yea i dunno imagination or wad lahz... saw something white float across da pillar.....mi gosh... den was like alone... so scary lor... hmmm sec dae da onli thing i can remember is da camp fire... actualli kinda borin lahz... can sae da fire get outta control... hmmm mayb tts a gd thing... den burnt da sch a wae hahaz.. jokin jokin... yea tt camp fire lasted til around 11 plus? well aniwae, do 2 sentry duties tt nite.. hmmm haix skip lahz.. dun wan tok aladi.. aniwae camp is officially over... so yea... left camp report n hols hw!!! xian diao.. anniwae, hu wanna watch da sbsp movie arh? hahaz...
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
sunburnt...crap...
thats da prob of y i hate gg out in da sun.. no sunblock, aft 2 hr, im as red as shao zhu le... hahaz... aniwae, yst go cyclin wif shuqi, ting, jasmine, pei lin, roy n cjk... hahaz... at first we kinda got lost hahaz... den get down da bus n ponder ponder... we decided go back to tampines mall eat... hahaz... den veri farnee... we eat breakfast den walk around.. waitin fer alderic.. but still haben turn up aft so long.. hahaz.. so we decided to go downtown east to cycle.. this time nva got lost hahaz.. yaay... so we rent bike for 2 hr... hahaz.. den cycle cycle.. veri fun ahhaz... cuz got slopes all those but veri hot since u r cycling at 2 i n da aftnoon... hahaz... hmmm cut things short aft sumone fall we juz walk around to da beach so cool... hahaz... use a stick to write in da sand... hmm jk wad u write arh... ahahz... got evidence de... hahaz... den we try to find da rental shop cuz times up aladi hahaz... den alderic still haben cum... hahaz.. but when we reach pasir ris again, we met him hahaz.. seems feelin down but cut cut cut, he join jas,pei,roy n mi to orchard eat dinner... hahaz.. go qi fu him hahaz.. hmm we go home when its kinda late aladi..inside da mrt got a boi boi veri farnee lehz da way he slp.. like smellin his underarm haahz... jas gets kinda horny hahaz... she so bian tai le... hahaz... so they pei mi take same mrt.. hahaz... sec time i get down mrt earlier dan any of dem... hahaz... so yea.. tt dae i sunburnt til veri red hahaz... now a bit betta le lahz... ahahz... xian~ =p tomolo rc camp.. wo bu yao~ haiz............. wish mi luck....... signin off... =p
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
CaNt ThInK oF oNe...
hmmm this is gonna b a crap entry... dunno y i bother to write also.. mayb becuz i hav nth betta to do? haix aniwae, veri worried bout mi studies now... i dun wan to fail again... reali veri stress... hmm aniwae, mi shuqi n ting went lib todae to 'stardee' ahhaz... in da end we like most of da time tok lor.. n laff alot... hahaz... hmmm den aft tt arnd 6 lidat we went to eat lor... hmmm eat jap food... den cuz no sit we hafta share wif a lady.. dat lady hao bian tai... we eat she kept lookin at us lor... err... den like... i caught her lookin at us... so we dun dare tok hahaz.. aniwae, dunno wad to sae le lahz... veri xian le... haix.... hmmm hopin to go out tomolo... but lets c da situation first lahz... i think betta sturdee da chinese... crappy de lahz... hong lou meng wad to study? all muz learn to read ppl's body n facial language... i can b a psychologist le... hahaz aniwae, hmmm.... veri xian nth to sae le... oh yea... juz now acc delete a fren request... hu eva tt person is... err... very sry... =p can try to add again lahz... haha veri pai seh =p alittle blur todae hahaz...
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Friday, March 04, 2005
xian diao
todae got scolded again haix.. xian lor.. meet at rc room til 5 plus den go home... hmmm.. veri slpy now haahz... aniwae, conclu of this week... well... mondae is veri fun hahaz got a laughin fit over a lot of things hahaz.. den tue errrr hate tt dae cuz cca dae haahz.. aniwae, failin subj... xian muz reali reali reali study le... nxt week hav 4 tests... xian... erm mayb 5 test if ridz shuang haix... crap... life does not revolve arnd tests!!!! hmmm so yea... lidat lor... hahaz... hmmm todae is fridae.. wow... tomo da start of weekends yay!!! hahaz... aniwae, but when weekend is over... will be havin camp soon.. hate camps!!! haix anione hav slpin bag can lend mi? hahaz... so yea.. on 13 to 15 march dun sms mi hor heehz... dun wan moi hp kena confiscated =D hmmm okie now nth much to sae aladi... haix wad to sae? erm.............................................. oh yea... todae dio da spot check crap sia... juz becuz mi nails a little bit too long acc to leong... crap... n hor scolded for da wad arh... erm.. flag dae ppl playin bball n soccer hmm hmmm hu arh... *hint hint* hahaz.. no lahz... haix mi so gd... reali go arnd askin ppl to donate waahahaz... muz learn frm mi worx hahaz... kiex lahz... dun freeze u all le... kiex bubbye p.s hmmm hav a veri veri gd laff todae... u try watch irene lim usin animation of a lover to show u chemical bondin n she act cute!!! omg... den i kept laughin rite in front of her face wahahahz... like she put her hands on her cheeks den she shakes her head wad den da Cl giv da extra electron to da Na and bein gentlemently, da Na took da xtra burden off da lady... n endin, giv an animation of da 2 atoms kissin.. ewwwwwwww....... lamez wif capital L haahz...
