快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
bleah... stupid english... okay... i resolved to improve on my english. It's so stupid to fail the whole thing just because of the blasted english... *cool down* okay... i promise to improve more on english.. i don't believe i can't do it.. yeah... right... never mind... i'm kinda depressed right now.. but yea... if i don't get a reality check.. i won't learn... right? ... right... bored.... depressed depressed... depressed... okay never mind... there's nothing much for mi to do now anyway... hmmmm.... forget it.. i want to go friendster now.. hahaz... bye.. =p
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
~journey~
It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you
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sick sick
im sick sick sick.... quite glad in a wae... if tml it gotten worst... den no sch... den no stupid seminar.... wad they expect us to sae aniwae? aiyo... nvm... im sick yay... bleah... xian
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Monday, May 23, 2005
yay.. lolx
hahaz... mi nail broke siar.. erm sort of lolx... nvm.. got a strike lolx... no lahz... onli 1 time T.T ahahz... haix.. tml sch again.. xian... T.T bleah... aniwae, todae ate alot.. ahhaz.. gonna b a pig.. =p xian... wad to do.. oh yea.. haben wrote letter sia.... later two ppl zao wo shuan zhang lolx... bleah xxian diaox.... hahaz... now watchin da tong xin yuan tinko.... walao.. mei ren yu lai mei ren yu qu... wa biang... so lamez... aniwae... nth to sae le lahz... bleah lalalalalalalallalalalal~ buaix.. hahaz
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
-.-"
hmmm i dunno wad to write... lalallalalalalz...~ veri bored... yst stay at home lolx.. veri guai hor.. hahaz.. actualli wanna go out lahz.. but also not much mood lolx.. den todae... haix... wan go lib.. lib close siarrr..... bleah... so go market 2gether wif aunt buy vegs lolx.. den cum home saw shafudin.. his hair veri farnee.. lolx... nvm... dun laff at ppl . lol.. den go causeway walk walk... c shoes... i wanna buy da pink or blue wan.... lolx.... nber mind.. den cum home.... help peel potatoes... n mashed dem.... n now playin com lolx... not realli lahz...
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
SaTuRdAe~
lolx... actualli i veri early woke up de... budden.. lazi so slp again lolx... pig lahz... heck... nvm... i english fail T.T by 1.5 marks!!!!! i hate dem siar... tried to bargain fer another 1.5 marks dun lemme... T.T heck.. got chi lolx.. lalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalz...~ crazi lahz... xian... wad to do arh.. oh yea... hahaz... nvm... aniwae, tt cross stitch.. i finish aladi... but lazi do da string de tinko lolx... so left it halfwae done... lolx... heck.. lets juz do it durin hol when i actualli can use da sewin machine lolx... aniwae, stupid... chalet change date again.. hahaz.. 2/3 17/19.. 3/1 16/18... hmm a clash worx.. budden also cannot go.. so now thinkin of forwardin mi returnin to indo to an earlier date yeah... hahaz... but go dere also nth to do lor... at most every dae watch dvds... bake some terrible things... lolx.. or go shopping~ lolx.. also alone.. not fun de... n once dere hav to wait til nite b4 mi mum can cum n fetch mi home... not safe takin taxi home alone mahz... haahz... n she shun lu fetchin moi bro also muahahahz.. aiya dun care lahz... wait to get killed by her fer da results.. T.T bleah... bubbye
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
T.T
im feelin depressed.... feels like banging my head on da wall.... jump down or wadeverr... haiz... i got alot of B3s... n im depressed.... T.T onli 1 A2 n tts bio.. n i usually get A1 T.T xian... i wanna cry aladi... T.T bleah.. lalalalalallaz~ exams over....~ gonna die when i go back to indo~ lalalalaalallalalalalalallalalalallalalalalaala~ might as well go crazy now... lalalalalallalalalala~ bu hao wan.... hmmm last dae exams went ice skating with ting qi clara tear n jk.. so farnee... jk skates so fast den cannot stop LOLZ!!! make us laff til we fall down.. shi jk... lolx... aniwae, we skates til my legs veri veri pain nahz.. hahaz.. den we three gals go orchard.. take neoprints.. den so darn funny lor... lolx.. kiex... lazi type le.. lolx... lalalalalallalala buaix...~ lolx.. todae's singin competition hao hao xiao~ sum realli sings veri well... sum plain nervous... some... sux.... lolx.. kiex nvm... zai jie zai li ba~ i support u all lolx.... buaix...^^
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
last exams...
haix.. mi last hope pinned on this man.... if i flunk bio.. i hav no more desire to live... lolx.. might as well jump down n die.. hahaz... haix.. physics i noe i die le... geog.. one ppl in our clss fail.. cant blieve it huh.. i think it's mi... T.T xian.. i no mood tok.. shld b studyin i noe.. haix.. nvm.. search search....... bleah.. bubbye
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Friday, May 13, 2005
die~
exams.. i die.. lemme list dem down.. geog.. i die.. nva realli manage to finish... chi... i lost dunno how mani marks aladi... chem... balancin eqn.. die... a n e mathz... no hope.... physics... die til veri nan kan.. dun understand... ss i dunno wad i writin.. summary.. i fail... im such a failure... haix.. there's still bio paper left... bleah... xian.... im such a failure...... heck.. how i wish to shout scream n jump down... haix... nvm.. g2g buaix...
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
tong hua...
I have forgotten how long was it, Since I last heard you, Telling me your favorite story, I have been thinking for a very long time, Im beginning to feel paranoid, Did I make any mistakes again? You came and tell me with the tears inyour eyes, That fairytales are all lies, Its impossible for me to be your prince charming, Maybe you will not understand, After the moment when you said you loved me, The stars in my sky, are beginning to shine and shimmer. Im willing to be, the angel you love, In the fairytales, Open my arms wide, And let it become wings, to protect you, You have to believe, Believe that we will be like the fairytale, With happiness and joy as the ending. Everything is our beautiful ending.
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
tml chi paper.. haix...
tml ish chi paper.. i haben studi siarr... xian.. i think i fail todae da geog lorr... cuz i write veri slow.. dan nva c da qns properly... xian.. lit is easier than i tot cuz ya da passage given is wad we did b4... hmm aniwae, i finaly can slp veri long tonite... den can wake up later tml lolx... aniwae, i eralli hope can score high marks fer moi chi tml.. plz plz... i pray veri veri hard lolx... hmmm hows da smart sweets? lolx.. got any use? hahaz... jia you guys!!! lolx
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
exams
kiex tml is da exam... im scared... aniwae, but english dunno wad to study also... xian... hmmm watchin tsubasa chronicles... so touching.. i wanna cry liaox... haix... aniawe, all da bez to everyone!!! ^^ yi qi jia you!!! add oil!!! vegetable oil hor.. more healthy muahahaz... lame joke b4 exam yay... ^^
