快乐与痛苦是连体婴,背对背,谁也少不了谁,是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
oh well.. sort of below expectation.. for most of the results.. anyway, i woke up today with the sound of a phone call.. xiang ling asking me whether i going back to primary school.. then after i hang up, saw bao ren's sms asking the same thing.. so.. since in css grad classes not required to go.. i decided to go.. since it probably the last year of going back to primary school.. i think next time go sec sch. lol
i reached at around 11 plus.. they were already there.. wen jun, xiang ling, felicia, baoren, michelle nah,qi yi, dominic, jovin.. and yuan liang.. sorta 6A gathering? haha.. we spent the afternoon looking for teachers, watching the concert.. basically laming around.. haha
took group photos too.. quite fun actually.. we played crocodile.. stupid game.. but fun.. haha.. then boshen, marcus, lina came.. lol.. actually want to play block catching.. but yea, we thought we saw fried ji dan-- francis tan.. who would have thought he is now the DM? but he was scary.. though he looks really cool.. lol..
so.. xiangling left early.. we left not long after taking another group photo.. dominic was like climb over railing.. a teacher came and scolded him: i have other students here what if they follow that example? if i saw it again i'll..." here i couldnt hear what she was saying..
then when go home.. went with wj.. he was going to causeway watching movie.. so.. yea.. just wait for him to bath and get reasy lor.. now.. finally home.. lol.. after i get those photos.. then i'll upload it ^^ oh yea.. sarah scared the hell outta me when she suddenly shouted at me.. saw gladys too.. and shafudin ^^ anyway it was fun.. =)
mrs seah was like amused when she saw me and wj 'fighting' again.. was saying the 2 of you still fight alot huh.. then she was asking whether we from same school.. if we are.. it's gonna be hell.. haha.. it's not that we fight.. just pinch cheeks and 'dou zhui' what.. it makes life more interesting.. haha.. ohwell.. i think i'll stop here ^^
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
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another great day in my life
sometimes i really wonder if all these were done on purpose. i mean.. take today as an example.. the exam timetable said that hmt and mt papers were to be taken at 8.00 am.. together.. so.. i woke up at 5 plus.. as usual.. went to school.. get all nervous anf jittery about the exams when shan shan came and said that she had a bad news for me.. and that bad news was hmt was suppose to start the paper only at 1.30pm.. yeap.. which is what? 5 hrs later? great.. so the bunch of us was like looking for teacher to protest.. i mean there's only few of us.. cant we just took it together with the rest?
he was not happy.. said that why we never asked him.. hey.. did we know that it's wrong? anyway we had that paper for quite a while.. no one told us there's something wrong with it. further more.. i think some one said that they said they were foinf to change the time.. so.. when he said that all these while hmt had been having the paper in the afternoon, how would we to know that it wasnt supposed to be so.. we thought they really did change timing..
then he really just turn around and said "im not in charge of these things" like that suppose to give us an answer.. so.. we went home.. what else could we do? somemore i live so far away.. whateverr.. anyway.. the only good thing is we can study longer.. bad thing? nervous longer too... and im a bundle of nerves right now.. wish me luck.. haii
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Friday, August 25, 2006
bored
heh.. got our class photo today. lol anyway, our prelim today was english.. it was okay basically.. i guess.. but it was damn comforting in knowing that o lvl is going to be much easier than this.. =) i hope i can do better for o's and also the other all papers.. ^^
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
screwed
im so screwed, im so screwed.. lalala
kiex, first of all, we were having our chem prac prelim today.. yq was so sweet to sms last night to wish me luck ^^ thanks.
okay, back to problem.. teacher was saying to change the 'R' to 'S' for the whole of qns 2. why didnt she just said fir the whole of QA? because i thought only QA part (b) was changed to 'solution S' great.. i was thinking it cant be that easy.. i mean.. for 13m QA, almost all is 'no visible rxn' and the last part, asking what's the cation and anion part.. well.. sisnt they gave that to us in the start of experiment.. R is KMnO4 right? then think think think.. that's when reality struck..
great i just saw a very very big '2. Qualitative Analysis' on top of the page.. great.. i just realised i had to redo the whole QA again.. and time is running out! argh.. in the end i did manage to finish QA, but not VA planning your own experiment.. my 4m gone.. just like that..
i heard alot of other people made the same mistake as me too.. haha.. jj saw me coming out..then as i complaint to him.. he told me royston did the same mistake too.. no wonder he my sister.. haha.. same mistake.. dammit.. haii..
i guess there's no use fretting over it now.. i better be more prepared for tomorrow.. open my eyes and ears very big.. i dont want to do the same stupid mistake again.. haii.. oh well.. what to do.. the only comfort i have is its better to lose that 4m than 13 m. right? and yea, if i can pass my hcl, and get A for cca, i wouldnt need the loyalty point? though i think its better for me to try aim that school at the begining.. so that whatever lesson they'll start teaching, i wouldnt ve too far back? yeap. haha..
man.. i screwed up.. haii.. dont think about it.. dont think about it.. dont think about it.. psycho myself.. great.. people will think there's seriously something problematic with me.. wait.. im crazy.. ~*crazy.. i was crazy once. they put me in a home. i died there, the worms came.. worms, i hate worms. they drive me crazy.. crazy.. i was crazy once..*~ aww man..ming and aishah shldnt repeat this so many times.. its stuck to my head now..
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Friday, August 18, 2006
wadever
hmm it's been what? 10 days since last entry? whatever.
anyway, just a thought that flash through my mind. you know people sometimes tend to judge a blog by like: how come your tag board is so 'cold', why so long never update etc. for me, myself, this is my own personal opinion. this blog only serve as a venting ground for any thoughts or feelings i have. so it doesnt matter to me.
anyway, prelim prac is nxt tue. im worried. but what can i do? there's no way you could study 2 yrs worth of lesson in 2 or even 4 days. i mean fine you memorize. but the problem is do you understand the concept behind it. so, i'll try my best. but i dont promise gd result. haha
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
national day
today is the national day cum ian's birthday!! lol. okay.. i feel abit guilty for not going to the celebration, but.. erm i have quite few hw to catch up with.. and im very broke? lol.. erm.. i wonder what happens to ting.. haii
okay.. the teacher was telling us that day to take care of ourselves.. great the day before that.. yeap.. i have my first emotional breakdown. lol.. thanks for the correct term by belinda.. lol.. i think ijust crack under the pressure ya.. cause i know it started with my aunt blaming us for using the com alot.. again tho i argue with her that i used the least? then she dared me to say that i did not use the com throughout the week before. hell i dare to.. i did never use the com a whole week before.
then from there on it started going downhill i mean i started blabbering about the stupid school and what ever thing they linked to money.. crap them. so yea.. she just kept shut throughout.. i think i scared her? hmm whatever. anyway we went to JEC pizza hut yesterday.. a mini 4/1 class gathering after the national day celeb which was boring.. anyway then they went to take neoprints.. you know whats the best? yj, khartik, bing chang, desmond n nx went take neoprints on their own.. and receive a little help from me n ting.
their photo was bloody funny cause i think they just not ready yet when the camera started taking photo.. then.. we also helped them to decorate.. lol!!! alot of hearts for them.. and sparkly sparkly stuff.. anyway, khartik's photo is going to be posted on class blog i think.. and on visualizer on fri.. for us to draw on.. lol..
hmm.. we went to watch fireworks last night at esplanade.. sooo nice and beautiful! and alot of people went too. there are 11 of us i think.. ting, hn, qi, me, yining, ian, roys, alvin, jj, jeff, elwin i think thats all.. haha.. and ya by the time i reached home.. i dont feel like walking anymore. haha.. it was fun though.. =)
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Friday, August 04, 2006
friday... last day of week^^
lol.. there's something very funny which occured today after school after our math remedial. me ting ber eugene and benja were playing 'bridge' then the funny thing was benja had alot of diamonds in his deck, while eugene had alot of hearts.. then during the bidding, the 2 of them keep bidding against each other..
then eugene won.. know why he bid against benja? he had ace of diamond, thus he dont want benja to choose him as ally thus he had to win the bidding. then when he choose his ally.. here me and ting cant help but burst out laughing. because, eugene choose jack or heart to be his ally.. and that card belongs to... benja~ lol!!
the 2 people that dont want to be in same group ended up together.. that is soo hilarious lahz. anyway, the same thing happens to hn and ming xuan too lol. hmmm.. i think im darn retarded. i mean.. i keep sabo-ing my own ally.. oh well.. it provides a good laugh anyway right? though by then belinda was staring daggers at me.. probably cant wait to strangle me.. haha
hmm.. today's debate went okay.. haha.. actually the result was we were draw. however my team, pro-euthanasia had done comparitively well lahz.. because, sompare to those pro-lifer, our points are but a few but theirs can be pages long.. since on the net most people disagree with euthanasia. yea man.. theoritically we won ^^ lol.. as what ber said, the pro lifer was there because we were too lazy to move away from our seats and was there for the sake of being there ^^ it's fun yeap.. lol..
anyway next week there's only a few days of school. haha.. i think jane was i dont know.. these year i think she was spending most of her time at home.. this week alone.. she was only at school for what, 1 day? cool~ lol
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
this week~
alot has been happening this week i guess.. but first, if i type anything wrongly, pardon me.. my keyboard are fading.. i've to rely on my memory to type.. lol..
anyway, we went to celeb hn birthday on last saturday.. it's a really simple one since yea well.. she doesnt want to celebrate.. and truthfully her birthday fall on a monday. so as usual, we ate the ice cream cake 'barbaric' style.. that is we dont bother to cut it at all.. other then for the sake of cutting and taking photo.. rather, we dig in using trusty spoons!! lol
hmmm next, whatever day it was. oh man.. mrs T was so damn.. lets just say i dont know how she manage that. that is referrin to the way she scold us during assembly.. from being noisy during the talk of acuvue thing? to our socks, skirt length, earrings, ear holes, basketball, fighting.. almost everything under the sun.. haha
hmmm.. what else happens which worth mentioning anyway? hmmm... i always wonfer where they went to during training. it was as if they vanished into thin air.. i mean.. even mdm quek was asking me where are they.. hello.. how would i know.. i'm not the one taking them away.. haha
hmm whateverr.. anyway prelim is coming.. do i look like i care? okay fine.. i care.. alittle tiny bit.. how i wish o lvl is done and over with.. its a long awaited liberation. hmmm yesterday is worth commemorating.. lol.. the first time in history, i get A1 for english.. woot!! haha.. im so happy.. lol.. how i wish that is my o lvl eng result.. fat chance.. anyway.. shall stop here.. have to start searching for articles on euthanasia again to win tommorrow's debate!! ^^