快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
Calender of events 17 Oct 06 bio practical 19 Oct 06 Death Note in cinema!! 26 Oct 06 pgys practical 30 Oct 06 HCL 31 Oct 06 Chem prac 02 Nov 06 CH Lit 06 Nov 06 E math P1 CH SS 08 Nov 06 Eng P1 & 2 09 Nov 06 Bio P1 & 2 Geog P2 (they must be crazy!!) 10 Nov 06 E Math P2 14 Nov 06 A Math P1 15 Nov 06 Phys P1 & 2 Geog P1 (well they are crazy too) 16 Nov 06 Chem P1 & 2 A Math P2 (same goes here)
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
oh well
hmm.. we had a talk today.. by who else.. other then our 'beloved' ramesh mutusamy whatever samy again. hmmm.. anyway, supposedly to motivate us to study.. guess doesnt work oh wow, we have 455hrs to study before O's. and, for 9 subject, we actually needs around 1980hrs.. that is, around 11 hrs per chapter, supposedly, each subject has around 20 chapter. cool huh. so it means that... we are dead.
oh well.. and they wanted us to study 20hrs per day? wednesdays used to be my favourite day. no longer so anyway. 1, last time it means that cca day over. 2, lessons are not that heavy i guess; 3, the week is half over. however, now, wednesdays means 1.5 hrs of SS, 1.5hrs of phys AND, 1.5 hrs of english.. how boring can a day get? oh well.. i'll probably be slacking my day off..
Ber lost her wallet today. supposedly should occur after or during the talk. who would steal it? almost all graduating classes were in hall.. so.. it leaves little people able to enter right? hmmm.. then, we had our study group. haha.. des cant spell.. nice to know he's not good in everything. haha. it was fun i guess.. i did learn or rather remember the lessons taught last time. hee..
hmmm... i am online specially today to see if yj online. im very very curious about the secret he's talking about. but, too bad he's not online. oh well.. i think i better go do homework now.. i am only halfway through e math. havent even touch ss, phys, chem whatelse, oh yea, a math.. hmmm.. i think that's all? eh no! the stupid testimonial thing! haii.. who would i ask to write for me? that's a very good question. haha
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
oh well
there's alot of things which happened today. too bad im worried that if i said it here, people will be unhappy.. i dont mean you gabby. hehe.. who cares about you zao xia queen hehe
anyway, yesterday me and hn amused the hell out of ourselves by sending chi sms-es.. which totally dont make any sense.. i mean.. im just trying to squeeze in as many chim words as possible. who would expect him to really guess the meanings? haha.. and well.. he kept typing wrong words.. hehe.. too bad haha
oh well since i cant really type out the funny things.. i shall stop here. sob
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Monday, September 18, 2006
bah
the poem below would be what i'm feeling right now against the whole result-is-the-most-important-than-your-health-right-now attitude of the school.
to hell with them. i mean okay i understand the need to have good results. but have they ever thought that whatever they were doing for us now, which they said was based on feedback by last year batch, hey they themselves had said it was kast year batch. not us. nu-uh. are we like clone or something? because if we are not, what we need is DIFFERENT from what last year batch needed all right.
worse is, they told us to study like what 15 hrs a day, best is 20 hrs a day. hello~ we need sleep here. or let me think would you rather us sleeping during the big 'O' itself? hmm.. i guess you do. okay. it wasnt right for me to think so. but please think for us. most of us did try our best, i wont say all.. but most of us. so please at least gives us some credit?
well from what i heard, some teacher is also not that serious in marking our prelim paper. and because of that, i think she had cause some people to be in deep trouble.. which may even cause them their first 3 months. oh well.. actually, we wanted to go bugis.. but after our 2 hrs assembly cum encouraging or whatever it was session, we dont feel like going anymore, and if that makes you all happy, we had decided to study everyday to prepare for o's..
oh well.. i cant be angry everyday.. we got back some of our papers today.. hmm. sort of very depressed over my ss.. i just passed it.. so im going to depend alot on my lit.. i asked mr singh. he said i did okay.. so.. okay.. i only had to worry for math, chem and geog tomorrow.. life's beautiful.. such sarcasm.. oh well.. at least my english did improved=) all these blogging using correct english does pays off i guess =)
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anger
the chain rattled as it lashed against the cool glass box with fury, it shuddered
the fire feeds it core so wild, so pure the rage it possessed yet so enticing
the calm betrayed as rage slithered through slivers of cracks with determination so terrible
how would it crumble the mask of perfection with blankness no one could ever deciphere
emotion ran wild as the rage took over the calm could no longer be found as it's lost behind mask of anger
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
arms hurts
hmm.. truthfully i cant think of anything to type or say. okay lets start from yesterday.. me ting and hn went to the badminton court near to ting house to play.. what else.. badminton? then jj came.. so we were able to play 2 vs 2.. well i think it has been long since i exercise.. since after a few minutes my arms started to ache.. anyway, we came to conclusion that jj is sort of rain-bringer. there's a reason for everything.. that is because when he came.. the sky darkens.. then when he left to buy cards.. it sort of cleared.. we were going to continue playing.. then.. he came back.. and the sky darkens again.. lol..
anyway, then we met mu dan, ah xuan and jaymond.. supposedly to eat dinner together.. but they had eaten already.. so we went to eat lor.. then continue playing badminton.. and gossip.. haha.. til quite late i suposed.. anyway we went to play again today.. but sort of you cant play 6 people together.. so me and ting went to jp and library to walk around and read.
anyway, if you 4 thinks that we were unhappy with you all.. not true.. just bored sitting there trying to think of card games for 2 people. lol.. so then yea.. we went home.. that's all that's happening today i think.. haha
okay for the first time in my life, as in really.. i think literature rawkz. haha
nevermind.. ting abandon me to study at home. why??? i cant ask huay as i think she's already in enough trouble with her mum? and shuqi.. hmm..from what i heard.. she wont have the time..
anyway, i cant go to caueway.. my aunt will be there. nahz. seeing her at home is enough. i wouldnt want to see her there too.. anyway, i left 1 chapter of my bio that i havent cover yet. so i guess, it wouldnt take too much time.. certainly hope so.
then i guess i'll tackle phys? or chem? actually.. chem i did sort of finish going through it.. by doing all those ws.. but.. i not sure if i'll be able to do well.. whateverr.. i'm numb from all those exams. oh well..
just finish talking on phone with ting not too long ago.. we talked for.. lets see.. 35.00 min.. lol.. the last time i talked to ber.. we talked til my hp batt was flat.. and actually we havent finish with what we were talking about yet. haha.. oh well.. great talk too ber ^^
anyway, give me some thoughts on the poem would you? whoever who had seen it.. just curious. ^^
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for you
blank walls painted your pain as tears rolled down streaming as rain
the stab in your heart feels so real as they turn their back without emotion
how could they understand? when they gave you no chance? when you forgo explaination
they lashed their fury to you and your friends do they have the authority to? when it doesnt concern them too
we're here to give you support when you will most need it so ceased your tears and paint that wall with new vibrant of your life
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
pri sch gathering. sorta 6A gathering? with few inter-class friends too of course ^^
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i sat there watching as your tears fall every drop, screaming with Soundless pain
an irony not to be missed as friends vowed 'friends forever' only to find it fades with time
loyalties divided as friends took sides a circle and a heart to be darkened with sorrow
what about the promise of staying together no matter what it isn't your fault neither it is theirs
as life unfolds itself, we found our friends of life but all make their marks in our life
i sat there watching as your tears ceased as your true friends surrounds you with the love and friendship we have
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dizzy
im dizzy.. because im multi-tasking.. my fault i guess..
yesterday we went to buy th and yh birthday present.. at westmall.. that is.. th, jh, jer, gab, bk, hn and me. so we went to buy a book for th.. saw a book that would have suited gab alot.. 'verbal defence' haha then we proceed on to buying yh present. headband and t-shirt. its quite nice. haha
then we went to arcade to play the table hockey. and im proud to announce that the team made up of me and hn won 6 straight rounds! wow.. haha.. oh yea.. those people who knows whats really going on.. 'shh' haha..
then, we went to yh house to give him a surprise, and then we went to bball curt to play... cards. haha. then went home.. sorry.. no elaboration for one simple reason.. im tired.. and dizzy. haha
today.. went arcade again.. with hn, mx, gab. played the bball hoops thing.. my arms hurt.. ahha.. then, went to gab house play cards. then stayed til hn had to go home. then the three of us, went bacl to arcade. lame.. but.. im just bored. oh well.. then we went home..
pri sch gathering. sorta 6A gathering? with few inter-class friends too of course ^^