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快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

cca

what am i supposed to join for a cca? i went to lion dance, it seemed slack.. it was like yu dian had just showed us who is the wushu chairman, then as we looked at him, he was pulling a blue mattress and his mp3 out, then listen to it and went to sleep =.=

then, i went to see softball.. but apparently, they arent recruiting.. then, interact club.. well.. forget it.. then, erm squash.. i didnt really went to see.. then, oh yea, today, i went to the CO.. well.. it looks promising enough on my future portfolio.. but isnt so on my mental state=.= they put me in the zhong sheng.. for a very simple reason that that particular section no 'hou dai'.. and they started teaching me, sort of today.. together with the 'suo na' people.. who has no hou dai too.. the piercing sound they make.. i think they're going to destroy my hearing soon..

so, the disgusting thing is, its a type of musical instrument which you have to blow.. so, you cant help it when after blowing a while, there will be sort of saliva? which drop directly down to your skirt.. so, they were all sitting in very unlady like fashion^^ like i care.. haha.. jin lai and guan yin came in to try too.. jin lai blew so hard that i can literally see her saliva shoot out=.=

so yea, i think i have no jie zhou gan.. so, going to be hard for me.. but i can be sure to maybe enter two of their concert. mainly cause that instrument is easy to teach... and i will not be involved in this year SYF.. too late.. well.. but i cant stand it! i need to move! to jump, play whatever.. wanting me to sit there like a stone.. might as well ask me to stone.. oh well.. im not making any sense.. but, i still dont know what cca to join! maybe OAC? but, my portfolio... and i dont like getting sunburnt. it hurts.. hmm angklung? i think its easier.. doesnt require me to blow=.= im getting out of breath.. ahha. haii.. hate this..

and i still have tonnes of homework.. are theylike trying to kill us before we graduate or what? okay im exaggerating.. whatever. i need a cca!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

weekend

im supposed to work yesterday but they let me off^^ yay. haha. so yeap, rotting at home yesterday. but manage to sort of do my hw, and read some math notes so today, do PW and lit..

but, i ended up watching ouran again.. argh.. im rotting at home.. oh yea, made jelly again last night.. i wonder if i should bring it to school tomorrow for them.. but, last time i brought the mango pudding, some of the juice i guess seeped out.. ya.. but no pudding left.. haha.. they said it was delicious^^ yay..

so, yeap.. suddenly feels terrified of school.. dont feel like going.. i think i did have this kind of feelings before.. when i started sec 1.. then it was worse.. there was noone there i know.. strange new place.. far too.. yupp.. but come to think about it, i guess i did have fun later on.. making new friends.. haha.. for now, it's not as if i have no new friends.. but, i think its 'stress'.. feels like i have to prove myself.. being in that school itself has add on to the pressure.. and, the other gals not with me Y-Y its sad actually.. we only get close to each other in sec 3.. 2 years.. well.. not short time..

haii.. i hope we can go out together soon.. i miss 4/1 and 2/3.. weird huh, you usually mention the class in sec 2 or 4.. well cause only at sec 2, you'd known them for at least a year. friendship is bonded. same goes to sec 4.. especially when you are in same class since sec 1.. haha..

school.. haii.. just when i start enjoying ac teachers.. but i guess i have to stop comparing.. im miserable enough.. i said before, which school i goes to doesnt matter.. well.. i guess it does.. this school seems to sufocate.. study study study.. test test test.. project project project.. where's the element of fun? well i think if i was here for first 2 months, i wont think of it that way.. but, yea.. i wasnt.. so just let me have the chance to shoot my mouth off.. whatever.

hmm.. somebody just come and shoot me.. =.= maybe i wont have this problem then.

Friday, March 23, 2007

weekend

well, a week has finally pass.. thank goodness.. we are starting on our PW, curses.. and i think im going to fail the chem test. damn. and, i think i have to go to work tomorrow, because i cant stand the guilt i'll be feeling for ponning ( curse this heavy responsibility feeling i have ) and also i cant find anyone to replace me. sobx. this teaches me to think before i promise anything. haii.

so, yea, calender of the weekend.. do math hw, preferably to finish it today or tomorrow morning, do some reasearch on the PW and also to do my lit hw and lastly, try to read the notes and catch up with the first intakers people.. busy day ahead.. oh yea, and work. im so not going to work anymore. at least while im still studying. and that lit hw, list key historical events and cultural influences of 1900-1945 America and Europe. seems more like Hist.. but it's not.. but, im basically doing it using a hist text book.. interesting.

im like feeling a bit regret going nj, and taking 4H2 subjects.. i mean, can i do it? i dont know. the most common answer people will give would be, you wont know it unless you try it, so, i dont know. i went back to css today again though. saw mano^^ and oh yea, i brought mango pudding to school. it was those packet type.. but really nice, gave them to jin lai guan yin and my twin shan shan^^ oh yea, so css.. POP 10 April.. i cant go.. so, oh well.. i watched their drills.. realised im really not suitable to discipline them.. cause, im quite unwilling to scold them.. well they're 13 years old already.. so yea..

went home taking 176.. i know it does went pass or somewhere near to west mall =.= but ya. seriously, no sense of direction. i shall stick to usual route.. oh yea, crash in to 2 LT which like not my class.. but i due to my usual blur head, saw my timetables wrongly.. i thought i have a lecture in LT5 at 850.. in the end is at 10.. so, when i went in, so many people looking at me.. paiseh.. then thought wrong LT, went to LT1.. so empty.. 1 gal sleeping.. i asked a guy who went in with me if its math lecture now. he said yea, then i asked what class is he from.. cause some class go LT1 some LT5.. he said MLB (?) then rush out.. again.. finally saw my class people.. they said is free period.. wrong timetable=.= xian.

so yea. today maybe the last time i came back to css.. well.. coming too many times loses its novelty yea? maybe i'll go back another time. when the sec 3 is the in charges.. well.. just for the fun of it anyway. oh yea, saw ms irene lim, mr lim, ms shyam. haha.never really talk to them thought.. i spent the whole time talking to fion mostly.. i feel sorta feverish.. actually, i think my body temperature is high from the beginning.. just the way i am.. im hot blooded.. LOL

some idiot just bluff me that he went to HCI.. and they sent invite to him.. when i know, from memories his results wont make it there.. then, also, through what could he go there.. but being me, i trusted that lie.. for the moment.. then like really pek me lahz.. then, i asked gab.. he said, he's in jj-.- damn. got bluffed..

must not be so guillible.. note to self. and, yay! taking off braces.. counting days.. my timetables sucky.. most days ended around 3 plus.. tue at 4.30 Y-Y then, friday 12.30^^ haha.. that is if i skip the lunch..

oh well.. you cant get everything you want, make d with what you have, i miss the gals >< and aisyah.. and ber.. and ju.. and dinu.. and des! waa.. xian.. the past may be the thing that's holding me down, but it isnt easy to forget the fun we all had shared once. oh well.. adapt adapt..

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

oh no

oh no.. havent read up my notes for tomorrow's test yet.. its so stupid.. secnd intakers also have to take the test.. well.. anyway, freaky.. there is a girl in my class, she used to be in aj, in ber's class.. now, she's in my class.. then there was another girl, used to be in my class in ac.. now, she's in ber's class.. too much of coincidence i say.. so much that its gonna be freaky soon.

anyway, bought another mango pudding powder.. going to try again.. then brought it to css i guess. to ber^^ haha.. went to css yesterday actually to watch rc.. nothing much.. then ber came.. then we talked.. that i forgot watching rc.. then we watched her drama^^ very interesting.. all the behind scenes production.. then saw an ex css cum ex nj he became a teacher there.. pe.. mr poh i think.. not sure..

then we saw mr chng^^ no fair, he said ber's uni is nice and didnt say about mine.. haha actually i hate mine lahz.. so yea, we saw mr singh too, he asked whether we are having fun in our new schools, ber said yea, i said no.. cause, we are muggers.. where's the fun? haha.. that's so typical stereotyping.. whatever. so he laughed.. and we told him we took lit.. ber said her schoold didnt let her take h2 lit. so she had to take h1.. mr singh was pleased nonetheless.. haha..

she is so involved in her school lahz.. running for scholarship, council etc etc.. well i wanted to try council.. but $4 for the forms which are bloody thick.. and lazy, and other stupid reasons, then i decided not to. now, i dont know what cca to join.. kahmun asked if i want to join lion dance with her.. its very weird i know, but the people there are so nice.. haha.. i have to take wushu ir lion dance anyway if i am going to take aikido.. haha.. its okay..

or maybe badminton, or OAC, but there's proficiency test.. oh man.. library lahz.. easiest.. there wasnt any first aid club o.O interesting.. or else i would have join, for the simple fact that you get to be involve in all school activities, and my testimonial gonna be very nice^^ oh god, im still blabbering here while there's still notes to read... argh! mental note to self.. keep mouth shut. =.=

Friday, March 16, 2007

lalala

yesterday went to the food fair with ting hn jeff ian and alvin. at suntec. well it was quite fun, we were trying some samples.. and mostly buying stuff to eat. and ting get to eat her first egg tart at 1448pm.. LOL, bought by alvin. anyway, we spent most time talking.. gossiping is more like it.. for the few times, im the sponge. haha.

well, then, i have to go to bugis, bought the last bag. at least now i dont feel guilty. oh well.. then, actualy today want to go to ac.. check out whether ting is in ac or not.. but, shang called to ask whether i could work.. then qi said she said okay le, and 'make' me say yes too.. well not exactly forcing though. then i told my aunt im working, she sort of scold me say im 'tan qian' like, well.. that's the excuse i used to her, cause she wont let me if i say because i accompanying qi. then, yea, it was partially due to im wasting alot of money on the outing. haii.

i dont care how you people look at me. it just doesnt seems worth the trouble anymore. oh yea, small world. i'd just realised, me and pheobe both know xiang yi.. since they both from AMK, then ping kee was in her og. haha.

sometimes i feel as though im just lan yu chong shu. well, it seems like without me the fun is still there, anyway even when i was there, im like excluded for most stuff, until maybe they suddenly remember im there. whatever. doesnt matter. wallpaper. haha. i miss belinda, aisyah, dinu, desmond, ju... most of all, i guess the person i can be crazy with.. ber and aisyah.. haii..

still have to work later on. i hate the feeling of being discriminate there. another, well... i sounded as though im complaining.. but, since ber and aisyah not really here to listen to me, i have to content myself with blog. haha.. oh well.. i know i have great friends around.. but i guess to some i cannot really talk about whats in my mind. not the matter about trust or what..i trust people quite easily.. it just, cant. the feeling cant really say or something like that. oh well..

hmmm... monday school is starting. feels kind of weird. i mean, i miss the old css, and also in a weird way, the ac teachers.. not all though.. i dont know, i think i understand what Mr Eugene Chua was saying then.. the cosy whatever feelings in ac.. haha. but, ac eating my money =.= spent so much on stuff i wouldnt be using.. =.=

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

East Coast Park

yesterday went to meet ting and huay at queenstown, then we went to the shopping centre together to buy fbt shorts. qi not coming cause her wrist was bruised. then, though it seems like its going to rain soon, but we still proceed on to east coast. the guys went to tong le before this to eat buffet.. they really eat alot=.=

anyway, three of us reached first after like asking around how to get there as there was no shuttle bus service=.= then, the guys reached. we played ultimate freesbie at first, but the wind was too strong and it was in my team's favour^^ so in the end we changed it to using a small ball. huay, alderic, jeff, elwin and me in a team; ting, ian, jj, alvin in another. jk havent reach yet.. lost..

so, it was fun playing.. then the guys went into the water, swim a while and play sprayed people with water.. but immediately rush out when elwin relief himself in the sea=.= then, we decided to bury jeff^^ haha.. first time burying him, we make the mistake of not digging a hole first.. then, ya, we bullied him by each and every one of us stand on top of him.. 3 gals den 3 guys. LOL.. then took a photo..

anyway, the stupid thing is, they go and cheat our feelings, first alvin or jj forgot who, drag huay into the sea.. then seeing those, me and ting ran away. alvin and ian ran to catch us, alvin said no use running cause they could run faster then us.. so give two choices, volunteer or be dragged in.. then keep fighting back, then jj just popped up and carry me into the sea. damn.

the sea super salty.. and remembering what elwin just did.. it's gross! then ting is the most hardest to cheat into the water lahz. but still, all of us were wet.. and ya.. by then, ald and elwin went to play pool.. so, when it started raining, we all went to shower.. then to mac to eat.. hee^^

at mac, alderic join us back.. elwin PSK le.. whatever lingo this is.. so then, huay, ting, jeff, ald, jk and me went on playing cards games.. police and murderer, bomb jack, by luck, then dont know what else.. it was fun.. but a word of caution.. do not play bomb jack with jeff.. i repeat, do not play any sort of games involving hitting of hands with jeff. he wasnt even hittin my palm directly, but there was a finger print on my palm.. red one. tsk.

so yea, we left at around 8 plus? reached home quite late.. then had my dinner at home.. then watched tv til quite late.. then sleep.. today, there's a 1SD2 outting at plaza sing.. oh yea, today is the freelance day.. which means, we do what we want. no planning. no outting.. with the QT lahz. ya.. so... haii... im tired.. i forgot i still have to sweep the floor. xian.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

SUNDAY!!

woke up super early today.. 7 plus.. well considered early, considering today is sunday.. supposedly went to hongkah cc to watch the guys bball match or something like that.. but then remembered im supposed to sweep the floor.. then when i was going to bathe, received ting's sms, said it was cancelled..

so, in the end, we went out at 1.30.. i mean, meet at 1.30 at jp.. buy some snacks, bubble tea.. and walked around before qi reached.. then we went to bugis searched for a bag, well my bags, the silver one, the linings are falling off, the blue one, the straps looks like they cant take any more straining.. i wonder what have i put inside to turn out like that.. and my backpack, the zipper is spoilt.. however, ya those bags can still be used.. lol.. just dont over use i guess..

oh yea, so.. i guess we dont need to go back to school during holidays, phew.. and my laptop finally has all those office stuff.. thanks yea zp. erm, then yesterday was a very chaotic day. got alot events at home.. the girl.. man.. i learn my mistakes.. i shall not bluff small little kids anymore. and i really wonder what are they teaching those primary school kids nowadays at school.

the gal, pri 3, she used my make up, i was surprised that she knows how to use, then her sis told me she used it everyday to school=.= then, tried to make me give her the lipstick.. then, tried to follow me out.. nearly got in trouble when her mom saw the very red lipstick on her lips and asked how it got there.

then, when i returned, calling me mummy, and my darling.. then tried to pull my clothes.. or practically all our clothes.. then do the 'honour' by pulling her own first.. so i went MIA lotsa times.. scary okie.. they returned home at past midnight, around 1 am plus.. im beat. i learnt my mistakes and i promise not to repeat them. amen.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Myers-Briggs Type Indicator

According to the test we did, i am apparently an INFP type.. which is Introverts-Intuitive-Feeling-Perceiving

INFP
Idealistic, loyal to their values and to people who are important to them. Want an external life that is congruent with their values. Curious, quick to see possibilities, can be catalysts for implementing ideas. Seek to understand people and help them fulfill their potential. Adaptable, flexible, and accepting unless a value is threatened.

People who prefer NF
Focus on : Possibilities
Handle these by applying: Attention to people's potential.
Thus tend to become: Insightful and enthusiastic [?]
Find scope for their interests in : Understanding and encouraging people.
For E.g. : Psychology/ counselling
human resources
teaching
research
literature
religious service
Health care
Art & music
Creative writers

I--- people who have a preference for introversion get their energy and essential stimulation from within-- the inner world of people and things.

N--- preference of taking info through the intuitive function do so by way of insight and relating

F--- decides with heart, goes by personal conviction, concerned with values e.g. relationships/ harmony; takes immediate and personal views, spontaneous appreciation, good at understanding people.

P--- perceiving lifestyle is flexible, adaptable and spontaneous.. meets deadline at the last min ^-^''

so yea, i found it at least 90% true.. from what the person told us the intepretation.. i was nodding my head all the way.. haha. so.. this is me.. =p

road run

today, is the second time in a year im running the cross country. all within the time of 1 month apart, at the most. im so tired..

oh yea, ive been posted to NJ for the JAE, then, actually first day we were supposed report at 7.30 am. but i didnt know the exact time needed to reach there. so in the end i was late for 20 min. ya.. but its okay, i was freaking out.. but in the end, didnt get scolded. orientation ended yesterday. 2 days.. but, it was fun. haha.. saw alot of primary school classmates.. and i like their mass dances. very nice^^ but, due to time constraint, it was taught hurriedly.. i cant remember.. haha.. the songs are high school musical we're all in this together, public affair and summer night. the last they dont really teach the dance.. but it was pretty easy to catch up.

the campfire was cool too. they use fireball from the top of the building, roll it down to the stack of woods. haha. then they did train, dances.. we all mostly smoke our way through. cant remember all the steps.. haha..

today, as we ran along we passed many bungalows.. eye openers.. they are really nice.. but, you're too tired running to appreciate much anyway. then, they cheated my feelings thrice. first i thought we were going to run in the side gate and done with the running. but no.. we continue.. waste my energy sprinting.. then we reached main gate. i thought we are done with. sprinted. but no. then run to the track there were chairs.. labelled j1 and IP.. sprinted.. but wrong again.. still few metres to run. damn.

oh yea, my class.. 07S15.. temperory.. 17 gals, 2 guys.. pathetic.. and yea, im in the same class as priya, charlene, cheng xiang.. haii.. i dont really know them.. so yea, nothing much to be happy about.

went to coronation plaza to eat.. no space.. overflowing with njcian.. then to mad jack.. too expensive.. in the end we went lot1.. saw lai ka.. and a bunch PJ people. haha. oh well.. then now home. prepared to sleep the afternoon away=)

i miss ting qi and huay.. haii... hope we can hang out soon. hee=)

Saturday, March 03, 2007

dotz

im blogging.. entertaining people.. such a nice person. anyway, i realised that most people in my class thought or have the pre conception that im a nice person (of course im but that;s beside the point) so if i do something 'out of usual' im deemed as being mean or hate the person.

that's an unfair judgemental right? what i did was just pasting a long long strip of scotch tape on our dear cass rap's back cause i was lazy to throw it away. then all of them especially the girls were like oh my god! i cant believe you did that! then there i was like, erm, did i do like something THAT extraordinary? hey come on lahz. its only a strip of scotch tape!

then even the two gals i hang out with were like, oh my god, cant believe you did that. are you like being mean to him cause you dont like him or just play? then i was like god.. what;s wrong with you people? is it very weird for me to do that? irked me.. judge me from how i look.. okay fine i think is because i look innocent? hee..

whatever. i shall not do those stuff to them again.. i think they going to have a heart attack if i do that again.. man... and the two gals were the ones not liking him.. i shall be a guai kia then.. tsk =.=

Thursday, March 01, 2007

ouran host club

i found a new anime.. which is very interesting and cute. ahha.
went to RJC to appeal today.. so woke up super early.. actually today is founders day. but we dont have AC uniform.. so we sorta pon. then, i got down at the wrong bus stop.. nearly went into wrong school.. went into RI.. oh well.. the lady said i could print the appeal form from the webbie.. then submit.. etc.. if i did get accepted, they would call me.

so. yea, then i spent the morning away at Junction 8.. actually i dont really want to go there, but, well, complyig to parents' wish and 2 years of happiness and freedom in exchange for the peace of mind for them.. quoted from th. haha.. something like that i think haha.

so, yea, basically the question ask why i choose RJ, i pmpmp.. sort of.. actually its the truth lahz.. but, yea, sent across the msg in a nicer way of course. haha^^

then... i dont know what to say.. oh yea, played mj.. won 1.70.. actually it was much more.. but in the end lost alot. oh well.. then, they were deciding to go Kbox.. since they wanted to pon school.. hmmm.. i dont know.. if they went the afternoon slot, i cant go visit css.. or watch their training.. and i think i wont have much time left after posting results out. i wont have much freedom anyway, having to be really striving in order not to float and die..

im relly quite worried i wont like my new school, or even survive there. but to tell the truth, when i first saw RJ, man.. it is huge! and beautiful! i mean really, the environment itself was really peaceful.. nice.. like a university ground.. i took a photo.. but cant put in com thru my hp.. hmmm.. its okay, haha, my uncle coming next week.. we going to eat out, if im free.. yay! haha.. he's nice for an uncle, and really wanted the best for me.. lol.. him and his wife like really sometimes so nice as though treating their own children. ahha, cause my mum is the baby of their family mahz. haha