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快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:

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Friday, August 31, 2007

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teachers day^^

pon school today and went to css in the morning, i should have went for aces day at school. they were doing kick boxing xD

saw alot alot of people returning to css to see the teachers etc. some i dont even know or recognize.. i know there was a guy who looked kinda cool sitting there xD anyway, actually the vp was asking for mr singh to say a few words on stage since he was leaving and everything.. but he wasnt there. called him and... he just reached the school=.= wahahaha

he went to eat breakfast apparently. haha.. then saw alot teachers.. mrs ng tan first.. haha.. she remembered my name! so cool^^ miss her alot.. ahha.. then, well we found alot of other teachers.. and we gave around the roses and bottles^^ and in the end we went inside staff room crapping with the teachers. the funniest one was mr chng! wahahah... still as comical.. lol. in the hall when i gave the flower and bottle he was like grinning like mian qiang-ly and 'foolishly' lookalike. haha

we took photos wid mrs leong, mr chng, mr ng, and mr SUPER SINGH! lol.. it was kinda funny.. im so gonna miss him. i realised me too like juju, we had been raving about him to our friends. haha. cause i guess we got used to his crazy style of teaching.

this teachers day is kinda fun.. this year 4/1 made all their subject teachers do a quiz on how well do you know 4/1 which is kinda funny. their motto, "ONE FOR ALL, ALL 4/1!!" LOL kinda cool when you think of it. ah btw, when i say today was fun, not exactly saying the performances. kinda alot of anti climaxes.. oh well.. photos! hehe and, mr singh finally remember my number =.= LOL

Saturday, August 25, 2007

secret

watched secret yesterday with jin lai.. omg.. it was soo sad.. and beautiful>< they are really cute. sobx, and still in daze. i wanna watch it again! better still, i wanna the ost! which is out of stock right now. damn.

hmmm... exams promos coming!! ahhh xiann andi cant send the stupid wr thru hotmail. y?? whateverr. college open day is also over. touched my xiao di benja came.. though 10 min to end of whole thing haha xD and yiqing! haha.. so cool.. well, im gg to the ac open house^^ xiao di gonna bring us around^^

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... promosssssssssssssss >< jay jay jay.. kiex. not making sense. lalala.. goung out later wid ting, lalala.. gotts study!! ahhh, xiannnnnnn tomo start of last week of the term. promos coming! im stressed.. seriously i do>< i really really want to keep my subject combination even if it was difficult or something><

anyway, if i drop lit, it's irritating cause we already started on murder in cathedral and finished owen which are the H2 subjects =.= oh well.. i wanna keep my H2s.. i dont care =p lalala

Thursday, August 23, 2007

lalala

anyway, kinda forgot what i wanted to say. erm, well.. yeap. boring life busy school.
i think i sign up for lotsa school events stuff what for i dont know, maybe just the sole purpose of keeping myself busy.

and i think i'd been kinda anti social=p anything shopping or hanging out, i would be most likely to miss them. erm, just kind of feel not connected to them? whatever they were talking about mostly dont really interest me. i find that im hanging out more with jin lai shan and their class people. haha

oh oh.. i didnt knw karthik is the vp of indian dance. LOL kinda funny to think of it. he'll be dancing tomo. i guess should record him down and post it on youtube or better still send to mr singh! lalala *evil* hehe

tomo will be the open day. yay got the open day shirt. though it wasnt nice looking. then i shall be the tour guide lol! ahh..kinda xiann.. havent been doing anything productive these few days. i guess i shall start with wr and chem. maths killing the little brain cells i'd left =.= stoning............

ah, feel like selling the prom dress. haha. kiex. this is random.. =p but dont think i gonna wear it anymore. kinda ma fan. haha. so i guess shld sell haha! wadeverr.. should be slpin nw. so late>< xiann

Friday, August 17, 2007

lalala

yupp here i am.. crapping again.. went back css yesterday.. left me with bitter memories.. lost my wallet pouch.. well the most brilliant thing is a gal saw me drop something, but waited til we reached the bus stop before telling me that, and, she left the wallet there. i think she did report to general office.. the lady said someone did report.. but.. didnt return the wallet to them=.= oh wow. brilliant.

well i guess at least i should thanked her for telling me.. all the use it is.. im appreciating and loving nj more and more.. i mean i lost my wallet once too.. and the person promptly return to g.o. and its intact. nothing been touched. and even though like i left it or lost it for hours.. this one.. it was at most half hour.

okay i love nj. you basically can leave your stuff around and back with them still there. we trust them not to be touched, even like there's nobody looking after your stuff.. arghh.. oh well.. saw mr ng. he adviced me to haha.. been too long since i attended his lesson. when he started 'lecturing' kinda brings back memories and i cant help it but smiled.. i think eugene and jin too.. oh btw, thankiew you two for pei-ing me search for it^^ you guys rawks.. haha..

anyway.. yay gg back on cher's day.. haha.. we shall be trainee chers tt day>=< haha..

i wanna watch secrets! lol.. oh remembered that yesterday three of us climb the railings. the shutters were closed. haha.. thrilling =p then... hmmm... i dont know.. reached home at 2 plus today. been long since i was able to do that. saw nicholas seto on way home. haha. well, anyway, happy bdae alderixc and happy national day to indons^^

Monday, August 13, 2007

math

math i hate math they drive me crazy. crazy i was crazy once. they put me in a home. i read there the math came. math i hate math............

ahhh.. kiex. i dont hate math that much. just frustrated with it. bball today for pe. damn fun haha. 3 on 3. we lost by 1 point. considered not bad le. considering we at first lost 6-0.. and 3 gals against 2 gals and a guy who actually plays bball (unlike benny xD) oh well.. derived happiness from shuaning him=p whatever.

hmm.. college open day i shall be the tour guide whee, like real. i wanted the welcoming team. which is kinda slack. giving out goodie bags, hee..

hmmm.. and well.. promos coming.. in few more days.. or weeks.. or a month plus. ahhhh... ah well.. im pia-ing.. mugg mugg.. kiex.. im not making any sense. forget it. but thanks to the besties for at least ya.. im having mood swings. stress whateverr. haha.

the effect of coming back to school after 5 days hol, and being required to reach school at 7.10 and having not enough sleep. ahh.. i wanna watch 'Secret' !!!!!

lalala... lalalalalalalalalalalalala...............

fine i shall shut up now. shall do math. stupid. but lit rawkz! lol.. ahh.. not making sense again. stop now ><

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

lalala

happy national day, happy birthday ian.. erm, the rest of family went sungei buloh watch birds but not interested. so im supposed to sweep floor. xiann.. haii..

not particularly interested in watching the tv either.. but finish my research for lit. so i guess should start typing.

hwhwhw.. kinda mundane. why do we have to study again? oh yea.. result future.. yadayada.. boring cycle. kinda pathetic when you had to study because its compulsory for you and not cause youre interested in what you are studying. oh well..

and im pissed off by my laptop. the card reader seems to be having a problem. damn.

oh well.. should be doin work nw.. lalala

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css awards day 2007

well was kinda pissed off yesterday.. she caught ekping when she wanted to borrow blazer, then the gals got scolded for not asking for her permission to attend the awards day. she said (which was told to me) that if all of us leaving, whats the use of her holding an ndp celebration. well hello.. we're not the first batch of css people going back on ndp celebration day=.=

oh well.. the fun thing^^ met ber today this morning to go to jurong sports hall together. she forgot ask dinu they all along. lol.. its okay though, been long since last saw her.. looked different, but maybe that's because of her new fringe cut^^ look nice though^^

then, well met the rest at the hall.. erm, kinda stupid the registration there we were given a piece of paper telling us how to behave or bow or something like that. oh my god they asked us to remain quiet throughout etc. like we followed the stuff. on other hand we were quite noisy bunch of people xD

i sat right behind the china people who came for exchange or smth, anyway, they were soo comical.. the moment they start playing the national day songs, the 2 gals in front me covered their ears.. then when they turn slightly, i notice both of them stuffed tissue in their ears. LOL. and a nother sitting right in front even had tissue stuffed in her/his nose. i cant really tell.. haha..

was kinda nervous, and so irritating that they put our sec 1 photos! i asked ms shyam why, she said 1 reason, they dont have recent photos of ours. 2nd reason, 'to show what css had done to us, supposedly to show our growth along with the school'. well that's what she said. and what i said was i simply refused to look at my photos which is a very big embarrassement. though she said mine not as bad as some others. anyway, thanks to the people i supposed the rc who cheered for me ^^

well anyway, the reception.. we talked more than eating i think. for me anyway. shan and ting kept trying to drag me over to mr chng.. so embarrassing>< and i really nothing to say except hi. and he saw that i was being dragged.. ahhh... xian...

talked to mrs mr leong.. then mrs ng tan.. saw how much she had aged since we left. kinda sad.and too bad mr singh wasnt there. sobx.. hmmm then we had class outing ^^ not many went.. i think arnd 3 tables of 6.. we saw some of them like gowri, benazir, nuraishah... they got their own stuff though.. sad.. we went jec eat pizza xD most of time waiting for tables though. but was kinda fun in a way. waste the time away taking photo and... forcing them eat the mango pudding xD yay shan, benja, juju, ekping,jin, eugene, chuan even karthik ate it, LOL... lalala mango is nice xD

then ya, the eating part.. chuan looked like he was eating slow-mo.. and going to drop on his food sleeping soon type. lol.. i cant believe he in odac! okay i can. getting darker.. unlike me.. i think im too slack xD oh there was photos!! haha.. im so happy to meet all of them again.. well main reason for coming anyway.. not for the prize. haha.. then i remembered last year on this day itself we had the same class outing in the same place eating same thing.. well pizza anyway. ahaha. gonna set another one for nxt year then ^^

hmmm.. then, we just slack around, talked.. oh oh... thanks yq for the mentos and the coke hehe.. oh and sorry eugene for crumpling the cert>< lol.. mine was beyond cure. i guess.. haha but dont care lahz.

then went to meet ting they all at jp. sadly she didnt go the class outing. neither did jin. jin gotta go back nj.. sad..oh well.. we went qi house play mj, then volley til 8pm.. supppperrr tired. i think im gonna have bruises. hehe.. somemore i was playing in the white blouse and skirt. kinda restricting movement yea... lol.. anyway, i wanna fly kite! haha.. shall ask ber, eugene n chuan ba.. LOL... and ju? lol.. seriously miss the gang so much.. and aisyah.... was sad that she cant come.. haii..

next year ba.. now i think should put photos.. haha..

Sunday, August 05, 2007

...

my entry was scary was it?
it's not meant to be happy.
i'll know soon i hope
i hope i have the courage.

stupid homeworks, seems mundane
why do we have to strive
to be the best?
when we are not happy

feels stressed. she said before
sometimes we just need some one
to say that they care.
sometimes feel as though i'm watching

behind a glass wall, cant feel their happiness
or the carefreeness they emitted.
sometimes i wonder if they'll understand
how i feel. past experiences says they wont.

not really, no. not like they didnt try
just they cant. i guess its the same
with me. nobody could totally understand
a person.. one day, they'll do something that's 'not normal'.

not exactly. it's in them all these while.
tucked in, hidden away, skeleton in the cupboard?
feels kinda low. with no apparent reason.
i have to learn to be grateful for what i have.

im such an ungrateful gal=.=

Saturday, August 04, 2007

...

its been maybe a month, maybe more.
i didnt dare to ask.
nicely put i scared to know
negatively said, is it that i dont want to know?

none of us save maybe one really know
i guess
the song had become haunting.
empty as'time draws near'

wonder why. do i dare to ask?
i cant find the courage to
find out the truth. hurt when it's a message
being passed around, not from the source.

maybe i never had that courage.
all pretext.. all a mask.
never once being put away
as i had thought i had.

maybe i should continue to just
write happy stuff here.
it'd depressing or maybe its like
seeking attention.

.. hate this. hypocritical world.

lol xD

erm..

kinda tiring week.. went for CIP today, kinda fun.. especially when you get 10 hrs for doing 3 hrs in actual. and im thinkin of adopting that project. bernie said i can get 100hrs CIP min. cool. haha and i think its more meaningful too i guess =)

then, yea i managed to finish reading Harry Potter! the story there were some parts i dont really understand.. but quite a good ending. but.. Albus Severus Potter, man... that name is such a.. weird one. kinda sad about Fred.. sobx, and actually wanna noe more abt the twins. lol..

anyway got a weird call this afternoon.. a job orientation thing at some venture era grp ptl.. never heard of it before.. and yea, kinda weird how they gor my no etx. and even know my name. ting received it too. so weird, oh well..

another CIP for the next 2 weeks.. and gotta start WR, and rush hw.. i need more time.. seriously.. haizz