快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
oh, remember that edna.. well yesterday during pw, there was a sudden discussion behind the class which was getting.. well.. high.. then i caught a sentence.. about the gals taking turn to pon class. well i right away knew who they were talking about.
well turn out she kind of 'asked' our ct whether we gave her any present. then i guess she started the whole ungrateful, taking without giving thing again. so well, our ct asked my class people i guess when my group was preparing the documentary thingy. then that started off the whole thing. complaining session.
the guys were just continuing one after another all the stuff she had said and all those well plainly ridiculous and complete bias perception she had on us, and our ct actually looked plainly amused by all those. well, that is so unfair of her to complain when we did not. so yeap, we kind of get all those stuff outta our system. =p at a point, ct tried to tell me well she just want to feel appreciated. by hey, how you present and put across your idea matters. with her way, well, im pretty surprised that anyone would want give her anything already.
okay maybe im being unreasonable. but seriously, i know she's old and everything. but even some teachers can be old but endearing. why couldnt she? oh well. anyway, that double period of pw was highlighted by the frequent raised voice which tries to put across their own example after the person talking had done with theirs.
so it was kind of complaining session? lol.
and today's paper. kind of better than common test i guess. then there was chem. brain drain by the end of it. ah should start studying now. hehe. =.= lalala
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
raving about nothing and everything
got very pissed off yesterday during bio. first that edna was pulling out chair to switch on that projector thingy, then cy and crystalj walked past her she was angry that they had no manner to say excuse me or something. then since i was being nice seeing her old and everything, i asked if she would like me to climb the chair. i mean what if she fell or something. then she said and others heard that, no its okay i can do it myself.
then what happened? that old lady climbed up and started complaining of our class having no manners or whatsoever, seeing an old lady climbing up a chair also cant offer to help. i mean bloody hell didnt i just did that? and she was the one who refused my offer. so.. brilliant, im a nobody. got kind of pissed off. that is such a nerve to say that. stml.
then she started complaining. about what? about something which happened 2 weeks ago. teachers day. she was complaining that all we can do is take take and take while expecting her to give give and give. so we had become a terrible ungrateful class who dont know how to appreciate the teachers. 'not even bothering to sms to say happy teachers day' hey, hello, did you even give us your no? cept for your rap noone else has your no!
then she said what we never bother to write card or what, then she added as if an afterthought, okay lahz, some of you did give me a present which is 'not bad' not bad?! someone bother to give you a present already and that's how you feel?! at least your rap even bother to wish you happy teachers day. then she tried to make us feel guilty by saying 'i know i scolded you all lahz, but it was for your own good you know' which is kind of stupid. as the way she scolded people was by belittling the school they went to the first three months. i may not like my first three months school or what, but hell they have better bio cher than her! and she is supposed to be the most experienced! god.
so she went on saying her CT class gave her jelly or what and some made her cookieswhich she shared with other teachers since she dont like cookies=.= hello appreciate the present please! bloody hell... she was just damn irritating. and she should take into account since she said no one from our class looked for her or what.. take into account more than half the class i think, pon school that day.
she said she was disapponted with our class then said that she spent her time helping us and everything.. make the answer or what look neat and make it easier for us.. well i mean as my friend had said, she's paid to do her job. i know what we paid as school fees not enough for her pay or what, but still she was paid to do what she supposed to do! talking so much i think she merely unhappy that our class, being a terrible class, did not appreciate her =.= please, i didnt even gave anything to any of the teachers there. i wasnt even present!
and as another friend mentioned, self-reflect please, do you think you deserved it? both she and me didnt give anything to the teachers. well i know they sacrifice their time and energy and everything, but really i cant feel their love for doing this job or even the enthusiasm cept for some occassion.. well those with the enthusiasm, too bad not in charge of our class.
so yea, it was torturous 50 min. she didnt even have the time to finish 1 question=.= and the moment lesson ended, rushed out and muttered the few vulgarities i can which is quite limited to bloody hell damn and shit=.= oh well.. the worse, after that we had another consolidation on same day! feel like 'oh my god, kill me=.='
but managed to pass that without blowing up.. so went home and complain everything to aunt. then stupid thing while was digging notes out cut my finger. now throbbing like hell.. and well, painful. damn damn damn. please dont tell me i'll be stuck with edna next year too ><
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Monday, September 10, 2007
promos
promos coming and will only end on 3rd Oct, well at least this time round it wont stretches til my birthday. haha.
i can feel the tension and stress level rising.. and practically stammered my way through the GP and Lit.. well, i know what i wanted to say or convey just somehow words fail me at the last moment. oh well..
actually i am kinda worried for my math chem bio...... okay that's everything. ahh.. feeling like im such a loser=.=
oh last sat i went to AC open house with ting.. well.. it was kinda flat.. it was crowded and everything.. but since im already a J1 well.. i cant like 'oh i want to come to AC and i want to know all about what AC got to offer' and all those. i mean i can only maybe soak in the atmosphere?
ah, i saw Ms Yim and Mr Eugene Chua. haha. he practically shaved his hair? lol almost couldnt recognized him. then benja suggested calling out. so after he walked past me, i turned and 'shouted out' 'Mr Chua' then he really stop in his track. then.. i laughed.. well not sure why.. but just find it funny. so i asked him..' Remember me?' then took him few seconds and before exclaiming, Oh! that one that went to.. where arh? RJ is it? no? Hwa Chong? no? Ah! Nj.. so how, regret already right?
kinda funny. he was laughing at me >< because of my ugly swimming thing. hmph and to think i gave him 'face' by turning up on the last swim pe lesson. lol! it was kinda nice talking to the old teachers. haha especially when they remembered you. lol.. well but i'd forgotten about Mr Eka Tanu though, and oops sry.
hmmm wait im sidetracking.. promos! good luck people^^ and ah, thanks ting and huay for the cat hp strap. lol.. touched.. and i guess that's why my face remains red the whole few hours? oops hehe.
kiex shall go back to my 'heaven of books' =.= sobx.
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
coincidences
well went to indo embassy this morning. in the end wasted another sum of money cause i didnt bring along my birth cert or whatever stuff.. well so went home. then just now went to library (still here though..) then when i reached the 2nd floor, first face i saw.. Xiu Hui.. then from behind someone called me.. Bernie! then bernie said michelle here too.. and theresa.. omg.. hehe..
well they're studying.. me.. erm, revising.. from KM lecture powerpoints xD ah well..
to think of it.. been weeks maybe since last saw ting huay and qi.. hmm.. missed them too >< hehe.. not sure why huay dont want to go to ac open house.. ah the library is freezing.. should have brought jacket. ><
hope all the best for everyone for promos/ A's and.. jia you! and. erm cant remember what to say..
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
lalala
ahhhhhhhhh im pretty bored, im supposed to be studyin tho. no wonder my results like crap. ah well.. i will study......
hmmmm...... cant rmb what i wanna say.. oh well...
