快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
lol.. made mooncakes today.. green tea! haha fav.. anyway, made alot alot alot of them.. 80 >.> we were actually planning to eat them.. but.. you know.. people who did the "work" usually dont feel like eating them afterwards.. haha i guess like few hours smelling the smell is enough to take all your appetite away xD
then hor... waa.. ting very li hai in mixing the premix lehz xD haha.. like alot 1kg of them.. then she used already though from making the dough for gyoza xD gyozas are nice ((: delicious xD last time i ate was in indo.. ate 11 or 12 of them at a go.. got so sick of them xD
anyway, then yea we rolled the mooncakes xD huay was the "supervisor" aka slacker xD no lahz haha.. but hor.. we really job division til v nice lehz xD next time we gonna open bakery shop LOL
ohoh i like eugene's new specs haha.. looks guai kia type xD oh anyway, aloy told me smth on bus just nw >.> and hor.. yea right.. as if that's a "secret" between the 5 of us... its a bloody open "secret" >.> and im terrified... crap lahz >.> nvm.. show photos of the making of the mooncakes xD we sold them btw, since we cant eat them le. i mean.. after spending hours facing them.. i really no appetite eat le xD
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
math plus lit
To-day what is to-day... Murder in the Cathedral, the priests today is the day to study lit and math...
math.. well that last paper i thought it was okay.. though i think there are quite few people who thought it was pretty difficult.. i mean it's manageable lahz.. i know i leave blanks like for around 20 marks already.. but yea in overall, it was pretty okay.
tomorrow's is paper 2 and literature p3.. the math, i think there's nth much i can do. as i said, i can do, good... cant do.. sigh.. well.. it's stats.. and pure maths.. i think i'll try my best to score for stats xD
Literature is the worst.. i mean.. argh.. murder in the cathedral, i wasnt really sure what is it talking about, heart of darkness its been so long since i last touch the book, my memory is failing me.. owen.. i love his poems, i really do, but, the problem is i cant really get my meanings across successfully =.=
The worst of the worst.. the compare across two texts.. the first time i did that.. was for june holiday assignment.. which we got back last fri.. wow wee.. so useful right.. i still have no *reaking idea on how to do it.. i failed that assignment by the way.. sigh.... i read MITC 2 days ago.. reading owen right nw.. mayb i gg read HoD later or tml aft math.. sigh.. math.. shld i read the notes too?? ah well..
oh yea, i thought i saw chin yue just nw in the morning at Mac.. he was wearing SISC shirt, and his hair.. it was pretty eye-catching =.= ah well.. i dont think he recognizes me anymore haha.. last time i sms-ed i think i made him angry or wad because of my apparent insensitivity towards NS and what they went through (much like Owen's outburst towards the public and government who have no bloody idea - pun intended- on what the young soldiers went through during war, the horror etc xD- see i'm applying my knowledge!! xD-) so yea, i didnt talk to him anymore.. he's pretty intimidating you know xD
yeap.. studied with ting today.. raining again.. hate puddles >.> sigh~
everyday, i think i'm just bombarded with new revelations.. shocking ones.. old ones.. anyway, i hereby conclude.. bio, it doesnt matter whether i studied or not studied.. the results will be the same..
yea, when i open the paper.. its just going to be a repeat of cursing the stupid paper and like wth, how did they come up with such a weird qns..
anyway the lit paper.. damn it.. one of the poem in compare and contrast was The Voice "woman much missed how you call to me, call to me..." which was given to us by Mr Eka Tanu in AC!! as practice!! in first 3 months >> and i dont bother reading it.. i mean what's the chances of the same poem out of hundreds, thousands etc coming out?? near to nil... well miracles happen..
darnnnnnnnnn...
time moves sooooo slowly today.. i mean there's like nothing much to read for lit.. but the thing is after bio, we had 4 hrs to cram.. and its like.. oh i think half an hr at least shld have passed.. and.. surprise surprise... wth!! only 5 min had passed.. aaaaaa i rather took the paper like after bio.. i mean lit is like.. oh joy, i know how to do this qns or oh crap.. i have no bloody idea what is this about..
yeap.. so.. at least.. this week is over.. 6 more exams day.. im seriously considering whether anot to study for bio.. sigh~ my math... sigh~ i need good scores for prelims!!! darn it..
mugging again tml.. if a week is counted as from mon to sun.. i think this week i would have mugged in lib frm morning to night for 3/4 days.. mon, tue, sat and mayb sun.. then last week sat and sun too.. so it was like 4 continuous days in lib >.> cold~ feels like fingers numb.. and my exam sitting area is almost always directly under aircon.. joy.
going to be sick after the whole thing is over.. i have a gut feeling about this. haha.. aniwae, thanks for the mushrooms olympic version 2 with the "valiant effort" put in into drawing Michael Phelps for me xDD haha.. i think can start a collections of mushrooms xDD yea man~ haha
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
Teardrops on my Guitar
Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I need everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
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cold~
smart me went to library without my jacket >.>
heard a stupid joke.. i wasnt laughing.. it was so darn cold already... but since ting got jacket, i told her the joke=p
one Caucasian bumped into a Chinese.. the chinese guy said:"i'm sorry", so the Caucasian said:"i'm sorry too!" the chinese doesnt speak english very well, so he was thinking, "oh no, he apologised more than me" So, he said,"i'm sorry three!" The caucasian was very confused, he asked"what are you sorry for?" The Chinese was flustered and said, "i'm sorry five"
END
stupid joke.. make me even more cold >.>
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
FREEZING COLD
next time give me a warning that staying in the library from since it opens til 2hrs before closing could freeze you to death ><
冷死我了！！！
不过今天完成得也还不错.. 数学块完成了！耶！=p lit also, have done the draft for at least 2 essays! hahahahaha..
worth the freeze xD
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
LATE
late for school again today..
watched olympic last night.. too exciting, so i overslept.. supposed to have consultation at 850, woke up at 750.. so since already late, i took my time.. reached school 40min late for consultation.. 1 period 50 min. lucky its a double period consultation xD
went in tried to be discreet, then she turned around and said "Good Morning" then i was like oops.. haha.. but she's nice never scolded me =p
so today's test another waste of time. from the total hundreds of people in bio cohort, only around 48 people turned up.. sigh waste of time.
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
251th post
this is my 251th post. hmmm.. didnt realise that i've been blogging so much. anyway, nothing much today. didnt manage go bugis but that's alright. ah crap, i keep thinking of the mini bible on new Testament and Psalms some Church people were giving out yesterday at the bus stop... i want it >.> but i was late.. so i didnt stop and take.
haii.. mine the bible is very thick and in old english, it kinda makes reading a chore and i've to think and refer 'cos i dont understand the language.. that mini book is so perfect to put in my bag.. sigh~
ah well.. haha.. maybe next tue? haha.. all the best for prelims ppl (:
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
haha.. went blood donation just now.. it was pretty funny. first had to fill in form, then the lady asked do i have a consent form or am i over 18. i said over 18, she said good. i guess less hassle.. then proceed on til the doctor there.
i thought that i have to fill in my weight myself. well i dont know about the pulse etc anyway. then the doctor was like, what's your weight? i'll have to check again because you look... small size.. (i got a feeling he was pointing to the fact that i look like sec student?? haha) so anyway i just laughed. well my weight was over the requirement for the least weight before you can donate anyway =p oh he said my heart beat abit too fast.. too "excited" haha
then at the donation thing.. well.. i guess i did look pale.. but it's usual for me wa.. so well anyway it was pretty boring waiting for it and i have to concentrate in squeezing the stress ball thing since i cant really feel my arm.. then.. guess how many people come by me to ask if i'm okay.. and how many times i've heard that single qns.. >.>
LOL total of around 4 people come by asking me that, and some keep coming back to check on me and asked me.. especially when i was fa-dai-ing.. i think they scared i going to faint any time soon ahha!
then when i went to class, Shim was the fifth to ask me.. in class, Ms Chua was the sixth. she was pretty what's the word.. horrified? haha.. that i donated with the current health situation. i mean im okay lahz..just that i get sick pretty often i guess.. yupp.. haha.. anyway after that drank like 2 packet of milo.. (there wasnt any milk xD) and oreo xD
my arm is kinda numb now. but dont care xD i will donate again next time xD
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Monday, August 11, 2008
olympic
oh man.. i wanted to wake up early to study today. but the next thing i know, it's 1230 plus plus going to be 1 pm >.> and i dont remember waking up in the morning to switch off my phone either.. ah well..
on the bright side, maybe its to prepare me for tomorrow.. a new day.. a new LONG day.. yeap.. have to think of something to ask for the consultation.. or else when she ask me, its going to be awkward..
oh the bubbles are really fun actually xD next on list, i want to try kite flying.. proper kite flying.. not like the last time OAC where we ran more than fly the kite.. it was fun though xD funny actually.. haha..
oh oh.. saw the nice bag online.. but though it wasnt ex too.. and the colour is acceptable.. and the size is suitable for school use.. the "how to buy" thing is deterring me.. and on second thought.. maybe i dont really need a new bag.. yea try to talk myself into NOT buying.. no more excessive spending.. right...
as i said.. i seems to torture myself alot by doing these.. looking at sprees when i dont really need new stuff, or when i dont have the time to do the crafts.. (seriously those art and craft stuff are really pretty.. tearing myself away from laptop just so i wont be tempted to buy the materials ><)
anyway, prelims start tomorrow for Ting Huay Qi they all.. yeappies.. all the best gals xD i know you dont really need it anyway. lol.. so yeap.. xian.. you people are going to finish the prelims like 2 weeks before mine will.. haii...
talking about after hol, i wanted to go for a holiday after A's but, its pretty hard to plan.. i wanted to go to so many different places.. at the same time, i wanna work too! and spend Xmas in indo maybe.. let's see.. Shan maybe coming to indo in Feb, and go to Taiwan (?) directly? i wanted go Taiwan too but maybe priority will be going to her home at Wuhan.. if so, do i go there alone or do i go with her from indo.. if so, i have to stay in indo for super damn long.. not complaining, but i wanna work!
see it's a total mess >.> i wanna work as relief teacher xD and maybe PT at Famous Amos xD the smell is like heaven~ hehe.. loved the cookies ~<3 most importantly, i wanna bake!! i missed baking the most i guess.. though i remembered the last strawberry crumble i tried making ended a disaster (ughh) but, at least the swiss roll was nice xD
i realised, i havent do much preparation for prelims for my Lit.. and there's 5 books.. and 2 unseens.. okay stop torturing myself with these thoughts >.> muggggg~ (:
To besties and also qt prelims all da best!!(: gambatte!!
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Saturday, August 09, 2008
NATIONAL DAY!!
Actually, i find it quite ironic.. i mean, just because it's national day and we are NATIONAL junior college, we had to celebrate the celebration. Seriously, it was like a "better-come-or-else" situation. we cannot NOT go because or else our dear teacher would make us write a i supposed 1000 words reflection on what Singapore means to me.. and maybe even how patriotic we feel about Singapore..
i mean.. i dont mind like the whole Singapore National Day thing, and i respect it for what it is.. but making it compulsory (with her saying "yes even the foreign scholars are to come for the celebration") even when it was during our study break is cruel. I feel like i've wasted 4 hours.. and its in the morning for goodness sake.. i wasted 1 hr travelling to school, had to sit down at the parade square along with the rest of the school.. on a slightly wet ground, watching some performance which i dont get what's the meaning other than thinking they look pretty stupid doing all those stuff.. and the teachers sitting at the back of the parade square (ON CHAIRS!!) watching them making fool out of themselves... for 2 HOURS!!! then waste another hour to get home etc.. right.. and the unity within the House is sooo apparent..
as the performance continues, you can really see the people literally missing from around you.. right, smart Benny and LC disappear even before we had to sit on the floor.. apparently they left their bags somewhere and went there to study i guess >.> then, smart TI set his dental appointment early in the morning to run away from having to endure the performances.. some smart people brought along laptop.. yea.. LAPTOP!!! and some books.. some went away to canteen buying bubble tea before coming back sit at some place and basically having a mini picnic.. me.. i think i was somewhere lost in the world of mp3 >.> pathetic canteen.. only 1 measly stall is open.. the bubble tea stall... smart uncle.. haha
ah well.. as the no of people around me is getting more and more sparse (reminds you of deforestation??? haha) actualy alot of bubbles are flying around.. people are competing who can blow the largest bubbles xD childish i know.. but still, fun xD i mean better than watching some performance that you think is stupid and dont understand the link right.. (well anyway that's what i think)
okay basically what worth mentioning yst was actually the event after the celebration xD went to JE library with KM and GY aft having lunch at Mac.. omg.. we waited 1 hr or so for the lunch thing to start.. and only waste 1/2 hr to eat.. talk about disproportion >.> anyway yea study for a while.. then leave home to bathe, change slippers and yupp buy some snacks.. i know they are not gg to be too full to eat them anyway haha.. bought the jewel biscuits.. the kind that we ate when we were young xD it was delish okay.. lol.. but on second thought i shld have bought a bigger packet..
anyway the bbq at westcoast was to celebrate the July and Aug babies bdae(: and today is Ian's Bdae!! wohoo.. so cool.. sharing same bdae as the national day xD happy bdae aniwae((:
the bbq was fun xDD but the volley game was so much more fun xD of cuz when ald start spiking, duck for cover xD i got hit on the face aft the ball rebounded >> haha.. but, yeap.. i hope i wont get stupid hahahahahha... if i am... waa.. ting have to sponsor my living le xD jkjk
aniwae, the chicken was nice xD nice job ppl xD cuz i sux at the fanning for the charcoal thingy... and yupp cant get too close to the fire.. oh there was this cute doggie.. i think its name was noni xDD cute doggie... and it was so smalltoo!!! haha
oh then went home super late.. like erm, 1030/ 1100 lidat late.. but, yea i catch the mrt xD thanks ppl for pei-ing me and droppin me off at mrt instead of me having to wait for bus then take mrt home, which is gonna be super long.. ((: appreciate it ((:
anyway was super tired.. this morning woke up.. arms hurts.. i think pulled a muscle or wad.. i guess i havent been playing vball for too long? ah well.. and i havent touch my hw today either!! oh dearrrr... oh oh.. the new show on C5, the "First Class" and "Calefare" was damn funny.. i like the former one better tho xD its cool really.. haha.. makes you think of the chers you have in school. see who fits which description xD ah well i guess i shall stop here.. i've been typing alot >.>
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失去
lost my angel pendant.. i think shld be yst during bbq or de playing volley time lost it.. sigh~ nvm give me an excuse to buy a new one??? hahahah and i think i left my blue skull earring in indo.. which i just realised not so long ago.. when i was rummaging and thought how come my earrings look like there's few missing pieces >.> sigh~ i want new earrings.. necklaces... bangles.. anklets.. actually anything is fine xD i love accessories xD oh and i dunno why.. ting keep saying she cant enter my blog.. but i can go in just fine.. maybe the blog doesnt like her xD oh well... hahaha.. saw this webbie selling these kimono inspired stuff.. some actually looks nice n cool.. but i think its in US $.. and yeap nt tt cheap.. especially taking into account the shipping fees... sigh~~ why why why... >.>
