快乐与痛苦是连体婴,背对背,谁也少不了谁,是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
i was terrified, cornered, left with nothing to defend myself...
against the zi high huay ning >.>
oh my tian, she was zi high-ing like siao in the library.. with ting gone, her brain cells killed by chem... she resorted to zi highing... "cute bunny" oh my tian!!!
haha.. in end, my book got vandalised like siao with her supposedly bunnies but looked like mouse >.> hahaha
well, i today managed finish 1 chem p3 timed.. with 10 min to spare.. not much actually >.<, then 1 chem p1, then 1 math p1 hahaa.. feels pretty accomplished.. total it was 6hrs worth xDD
ate kfc too today haha, love Zinger xDD ah and cheesecake! xD
erm.. today the start of A's for some, chi lit, jia you people!! 2 years of mugging and struggling with it, today and tomo and it'll be over!! jia you!!! haha ((:
realised alot alot my frens taking chi lit.. oh well.. im sure they can do it ((: haha
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
ehhh
i woke up this morning and nearly bolted out of bed thinking "oh shit, im late for consultation!! im sooo dead" then i remembered, today is wednesday.. then i remembered too that my consultation was for thurs.. not today.. and so, i fell back, somewhat relieved.. back to sleep..
seriously, this kind of adrenaline rush is not good for heart xD i think im too burnt out :/ with A's around the corner... oh man.. the funny thing, it's not really even here yet.. and here i am, fearing that i'll score badly.. i mean, i wouldnt know unless i'd taken it right? >.> what's wrong with me >.>
hmmm, feel pretty accomplished today, i managed finish 1 full set of math paper.. haha i really think that when there's lesser people, i can do much better in concentrating xD but of course when there's more poeple, things get pretty interesting with the gossips flowing all over the place (i mean from their school xD sadly my school not much gossip also :( )
and my phone died again... forgot charge... hahahaha..
haii... anyway, jia you people ((: when it's all over, can slack!!! hehe ((: i wanna re-learn to play piano, knitting, jap (tho maybe i'll just take it as minor in uni?? =p ) and some other things xD hahaha.. oh yea, didnt get the standard chartered thing. ah well.. haha
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
All Hail Blur Queen
oh my tian, i did the most stupidest thing EVER today..
firstly, i thought my lit workshop was at 8 in the morning, woke up superr early today and went to school, reached at around 750 i guess.. see no one familiar, so went to oasis.. thinking maybe i can find Ms Lim first before going to LT.. then i saw YJ (sorry my phone really never received :/ thanks anyway ((: ) then called shima.. *Thunder, Lightning strikes* OH MY GOD she said the lit thing starts at 2pm!!!!!!!!!
Nearly fainted.. i remembered shan said change day (mon change to tue), same time what.. so i called shan... she said... 2PM!!! oh my tian.. mental breakdown le >.> YJ was laughing at me >.>
OHMYTIAN 6HOURS in school is superr no joke >.>
so as yj went to his gp consultation, i went to canteen do some work, frantic sms-ed ting, tell her about change of plan, cant go study with her, and if she wanna eat breakfast with me xDD
apparently i woke her up (SORRY TING!!) anyway, went eat breakfast at jp mac with her lol.. thankiew ting O.O lol..
then studied at library a while then went back to school.. reached too early, side gate closed.. waited at the bus stop for 15 min before it opened.. then as i walked up the stairs with shima.. vannessa walked past me and waved.. BUT, i was off to lala-land.. i honestly didnt notice.. i couldnt recognized her in her specs and hair tied up in a bun >.> lol.. then i only realised she was waving to me when she slapped my shoulder xD oh my tian...
we studied in library whie waiting for time.. then as we left for lit, i waved to yj who was inside too xD then shima was saying waa never say goodbye to your friend arh? then i said i did! she was shocked.. then i thought of nothing about it.. went off explaining he was my classmate what in sec sch.. then talked so much then she said.. i thought he RV...
...... *Faint* i realised she talking about Peng Peng with a hint of sarcasm.. good sarcasm though, it was meant as a joke.. seriously.. what's wrong with me today >.> the whole lit thing, i was practically falling asleep... huihuan didnt come.. oh my god, pangseh us and never tell.. today's lesson wasnt as useful also.. she and her prophetic finger >.>
ARGH. really think i shld rest early.. but there's CSI special telecast T-T lol.. anyway at least i did aj math paper xDD LOL starting on CJ soon ((: jia you people... last few days before A's!!!
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
bloated bloated bloated...
i really really feel super bloated.... sigh~ haha
ate too much stuff xD i lost and gain back all the weight within 1 single day >< sigh~
shldnt have eaten soo much bleh.
okay lahz. nth much to sae too xD
lalalalalalalalala
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Photos: last day of school, presents, friends
here are some of the photos taken on last day of school, breaks between lecture in lt5( those with the red armchair lookalike place) and mugging sessions etc xD
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Getting older, getting wiser??
Firstly, thank you to all, for your wishes, the presents.. (haha i know you 3 kill alot brain cells for it xDD-- that was my ulterior motive you see muahahha jkjk) really really likes them and very very touched. haha..
im starting my first diary entry (real paperback diary) today--cause that's what i promised shan xD and thanks to shima too for the 'mushroom card' lol.. the gals gave me a very interesting and i think pretty useful card.. deciding what's my meal of the day wahaha.. thank you :D
ya lahz i know i look young.. im forever 16 taking O's >.> then ting ting shall look like auntie xD, and no, i wont get married so early.. so i cant possibly adopt you shuqi >.> and if i'm nice to the correct people then i wont be nice to you le huay xDD haha xDD...
actually, i realised, as i get older, birthday doesnt seem to be as exciting as it was in the past.. i remember i used to start counting down the days as soon as it hits oct, i stopped doing that like 3 or 4 years ago.. this year.. truthfully i wasnt paying much attention, it was like largely due to ting's superr obvious hinting.. then it was like oh yea its coming. on one hand i dread it.. it'll mean 12 more days to A's.. on the other, yay haha.. presents! (LOL) and oh no.. im getting old (by then, my mom already complaint that if im old what is she :p) too bad dear mother. but we look like sisters anyway xD
then, there was today.. (oh shit. for a mo there i thought today 23 le. what's happening to me?! zzz) ate 2 lunches oh my god lahz. i just lost 1.5kg with alot alot difficulty.. then there's 2 lunch, and dinner pizzas.. im gaining those back threefold >> emo le >>
im going to send my melbourne application tomo.. wish me luck (it cost me AS$100 which is non-refundable >>) but truthfully, im not pretty sure if i really got in.. if i want to enter >> sigh~
okay lahz.. once again, THANKYOU PEOPLE ((:
~<3
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Monday, October 20, 2008
LALALA
i cant seem to bluetooth my photos to the com.. thanks to xiaoshuo and shan anyway for the presents ((: love the chocs n diary xD
anyway, trying to apply to overseas school.. more like 心有余而力不足.. my fault actually.. pretty lazy to deal with all the paper works.. okay.. so now, i need to make a certified copy of my progress slip... send to Melb Uni.. trying to decide what other uni to apply for that have not pass the deadline for the courses.. trying to create a backup plan for if i couldnt make it to the course i want...
haha.. my aunt say maybe i should try to be nutritionist.. waa xiaoshuo very lihai.. she going to have the cambridge interview soon i think.. good luck to her!! ((: well she did all the paper works and really really want to go overseas mahz.. unlike me.. cant really decide.
i want to study overseas.. expose to other culture and basically their life.. but at same time, i know i cant bear to leave the friends, the convenience and safety here. haha.. and most importantly, i dont know if i can make the cut >< and the fees gonna be hell to pay ><
i saw brown uni.. well.. seems nice.. only i think i need the foundation course or pre-med for 4 years before i can apply>< then there was imperial college london.. bernie is there right now ((: seems nice place.. judging from the photos xD but... app date closed like 5 days ago. damn.
then UNSW.. haben check it out actually.. actually what made me rush home and doing this for the past 3 hours... i think cause we were talking about uni.. then.. yudian i think going to apply to LSA (L somth i remember.. its a pretty gd sch i heard.. haha) Ren jie said she also wanna apply overseas.. "不觉得新加坡块混不下去了吗?“ its so boring here" according to her xD
ah well..
xiaoshuo trying to talk me into going the post-prom party.. at butter factory.. $18 bucks with 1 free drink.. 11pm to 3am.. seriously.. truthfully.. not very interested.. im not going the prom anyway.. then, yea.. if i really go, i'll be wearing differently from them anyway.. they coming from prom lahz. all dresses heels suits etc xD
all right back to schools.. im puttin NUS as backup i guess.. really really prayed that i'll get in there at least >< come to think about it, i never got into my first choice of school >< damn. sec it was my 3rd.. jc, it was my 2nd (both first 3 months n the real thing) now my first choice is melb, then maybe NUS.. that is if i can get the app in on time >< sigh~
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
study??
im supposed to be studying, yea.. oh yea, ting ting deleted my photos in my phone before i had the chance to upload and blog them >.> u see the photos are super funny candid shots of her xD
then, there was the plate of food when we crashed jj that day.. she broke a spoon!! haha.. i guess the chicken was too tough? or she used too much force xD ah well.. she deleted it >.> next time im gonna put password again so she cannot go and delete them >.> and no, it will not be the same password as the one that you know >.>
ah well.............. saw jeevan ((: pretty galfren there xDD and desmond said 'have to understand that our male friends are going through growing up emotionally' or smth like that.. seriously make me sounds as if im superr young or naive, but, it was still a surprised xD
then the mrt was flooded.. people mountain poeple sea.. i dont know why.. maybe the escalator broke down?? anyway, it was flooded.. the gate was like, never been able to close.. you're really smelling other people's sweat, cologne, perfume.. whatsnot.
ah, tml, lit workshop.. i really have no idea what we supposed to do.. but, its 2-5>.> im sure i'll be half dead by then... sigh.
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Monday, October 13, 2008
Crashers xD
well.. today certainly pretty eventful.. i guess.. haha.. me and qi crashed jjc.. borrowed shirt frm huay and ting.. tie from gab, we blended in xDD haha..
anyway stayed in canteen most of the time.. only crashed phys lecture which was superrr boring.. and haha i managed do ONE part of qns 1 xD actually it was just putting the values to the formula xD haha.. elwin's friend, bryan burst my bubble >.>
anyway, then went to their school library, read notes for awhile then too tired, fell asleep.. 10min only tho.. i need the 'power nap' xD then continue..
but, seriously today im bushed. so pangseh-ed ald and elw me and ting went home =p
then... yie n yizhang pangseh again.. went to genting.. for 4 days!! >.> sigh.. long week lehz.. sighz~
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Monday, October 06, 2008
My Home~ xD
was digging around my folders then i realised, i have my house photos here! Wohoo.. haha.. so yeap.. here goes.... sigh.. i missed my house. =p