快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
okay call me stupid. i cant believe i turn down a job today that pays 1k per month excluding commission and bonus!! but taking into consideration the work schedule 6days week, and 9hrs time.. i know i'll be overwhelmed before long. i dont like the thought of having to work on sat sun public hol and unable to go out with friends etc. i mean the off day will be on weekday. during which people are working!!
okay im trying to make myself feel slightly better. sigh. i would so much more prefer the job that i went for interview one today. it pays lower, but its 5 days work week.. and slightly shorter time too. and it seems much more interesting haha. but she havent called me back yet!! and she said she'll call by today 5pm!! and its gonna be 10!! i hope she'll call tomo... pray pray pray >< seriously.. zzz.. i think im despo. lol. not as if i really really need to work.. but then, i was bored at home.. i feel like im wasting and slacking my days off.. zzz....
there's supposed be an instructor training thingy on sun 1 march. for something i cant remember applying for.. i think its my fate unable to run away from physics. or else why everytime a tutor calling, its to teach physics. and this intructor thingy is abt basic physics too!! grrr, seriously, i dislike hate even physics.. i mean, i passed like thru memorizing formulas.. listing them down when paper start and guessing which one to use in each question.. when drawing is acceptable, i'll rather draw. lol..
sigh... i think im complaining too much. trying to make myself feel better :/ seriously... in need of fervent praying :/ >< zzz
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentine's Day
im tired -.- lol this is seriously last min baking of the v-day cakes. okay, fine, no baking involved, nor it's a real cake anyway. but it's... mini cheese-cake!! yay. haha.. granted, i think it doesnt really look very nice.. it lacks the strawberries as the finishing touches (tomorrow.. tomorrow.. zzz)
but really, making it was kinda fun ((: albeit, messy!! haha, or rather, im the one being messy, couldntfind nowl large enough, nor did i bother to check before going out to buy ingre hehe.. oh yea, here's the photo :p
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
interview
hmm went for interview like 2 days ago, i supposed i got the tutoring job, actually wasnt really sure xD did i really get it? haha..
then another interview.. tbc hr something, the guy was pretty nice, somehow he managed to talk me into trying out the promoting job.. erm, wasnt really enthu about it, now thinking back about it.. but, yea, im only interested in the commission hohoho.. but seriously.. the basic pay was lousy.. the good thing only being, none taken away for CPF (heck i DONT even HAVE a CPF).. then maybe the commission of 10-15% but the off side.. the timing couldnt have been worse.. i would probably have no social life because of it.. 3-9pm. zzz.. weekends worse 12-9pm.. i hope if i get the tutoring job i can still teach on sat ><
ah well tomo the interview at some popular holding building, crossed your fingers.. i dont really hope to get it, but i know i'll feel guilty and worse if i pon just because i dont feel like going anymore.. the guy told me, its already 90% sure get, unless i screwed up, which then he would help try land me an admin job :/ well.. i would rather admin now.. seriously.. sigh~
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Tuesday, February 03, 2009
CSI CSI its all about evidence..
evidence says that whatever i wanna say, ive pretty much said it in SSTH blog xD so, read it there? or dont bother. nothing much anyway haha
