快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
ah well.. today another expected turn out of event. well.. not that im disappointed or what (im waaayy past that stage i guess, its simply now accepting it) anyway, should be going to library soon. haha. should return that book soon, and maybe go popular buy a star folding papers xD those kids just quite weirdly started calling me "star folding master" =,=
i could swear i wasnt that lame or irritating or horny or scary as them. weiwen fell frm her chair yesterday. seriously feels like saying "i told you so" i mean i warned her not to rock her chair. and also please lahz, mutter mutter mutter i dont care but you wanna mutter about me, do it either loud enough for me to hear or soft enough so i cant hear. she was complaining about how i keep having my attention on emilyn not her. but i did, and what she did? she talked to xinyi. completely ignoring me. so, why should i waste my time? i have 5 kids under my care for goodness sake. i divert my attention to emilyn. and then weiwen was muttering not so softly under her breathe about me being unfair etc etc (i heard that from lotsa kids over the weeks so many times that they dont affect me any longer =,=)
haha.. oh really feel like visiting taiwan LOL maybe during june hol? or july i guess when bernie came back frm imperial haha, ask xiuhui along xD though like, she shld be spending her time with her family, being away for like what, half a year? i cant wait to see her ((: but aaanyway we shld be going out xD have lunch or smth (: too bad jianhao got ns xD can drag him along with us (:
anyway work was tolerable.. i mean, no 2 days are the same. like omg, seriously. haha.. junzhong somehow managed to make yanxin smile? xDD it was so darn funny yesterday when shan's student thought that junzhong was pri5!!! HOHOHO he was like clutching his head in "agony" and i was like laughin to his face and sae yay!! haha! finally his turn -,- cuz last week my own student say t my face i look v funny that's why everytime she saw me she juz keep laughin =,= and junzhong was laughin behind her to my face -,- hahaha..
oh and maybe im taking another student, the sec3 girl taking chinese O's this yr, it seems nt too hard. she doesnt need ppl to teach her, more like she needs a brainstorming partner. so it was fine i guess (: ah! i wanna payday to come soon!! haha (:then can go back indo for hol too xDD yeap wishlist: go back indo shoppppp!!! and taiwan xD if poss. haha. indo more impt lahz~ HK seriously doubt will ever take place. haha.
hmm, the best thing is, if i take leave as like these few days, can ask junzhong sub me xD let him deal with the kids!! haha! while i go for hol hohoh~
P.S. Happy Birthday Bro~ haha.. though seriously you dont seem excited by it (other than you're getting older and getting your I/C LOL!!) ah well.. happy birthday ((:
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Keeps Getting Better~
Step back gonna come at ya fast I'm driving out of control And getting ready to crash Won't stop shaking up what I can I serve it up in a shot So suck it down like a man So baby yes I know what I am And no I don't give a damn And you'll be loving it
Some days I'm a super bitch Up to my old tricks But it won't last forever Next day I'm your super girl Out to save the world And it keeps getting better
Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now I'll make it sweet on the lips i'll simply knock you out Shut up I don't care what you say Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet And you'll be loving it
Some days I'm a super bitch Up to my old tricks But it won't last forever Next day I'm your super girl Out to save the world And it keeps getting better
Hold on Keeps getting better Hold on Keeps getting better
In the blink of an eye In the speed of the light I'll hold the universe up And make your planets collide When I strap on my boots And I slip on my suit You see the vixen in me Becomes an angel for you
Some days I'm a super bitch Up to my old tricks But it won't last forever Next day I'm your super girl Out to save the world And it keeps getting better
Some days I'm a super bitch Up to my old tricks But it won't last forever Next day I'm your super girl Out to save the world And it keeps getting better
Hold on Keeps getting better Hold on Keeps getting better
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
life in general
Well.. today's the second day of my job (surprisingly i managed to hold on to the job considering i feel like strangling the kids sometimes xD-- oh no i love you guys seriously ((: ) i think i'm getting a hang on the job.. a little bit anyway (: the kids are pretty much bubbly, they're interested in new things (me) im being bombarded by questions and no, nothing to do with what i'm teaching them actually xD. "Teacher Shelvi, are you married?" (like DENG~ shocked into speechless) "Then why are you wearing ring??" "Can i see your phone?" "Wa! i never press also can arh, i touched only lehz! how come it still moves??" "Where you live arh?" "I want visit you during saturday sunday and chat with you" (erm nooo i like my weekends to be actually relaxing xDD )
yea. the worst question gotta be the married question (hell how old do you think i looked like? =,=) so anyway, it was lets just say, never a dull moment (: tomorrow will be my third day, so anyway, thurs and friday my hours are being lengthened. to additional 2 hrs each. so from 1 to 7. (oh my god i hope i can survive 6 hrs..) well of course additional pay too ((: but seriously.. why do i need CPF anyway? zzz
my mom going back tomorrow :/ i feel bad actually. somehow, i seemed to be hot-tempered often around her. i know it wasnt her fault for not knowing stuff or just plainly curious about my life. just that, sometimes she catches me at the worse time possible. asking questions, asking me to repeat, trying get me to actually like share what i was thinking, all those uni courses.. seriously, i dont like talking about them. well i will, eventually. but after i had time to actually think about it, and decide how to tell her, how much she'll understand etc.
sigh, anyway, im still thinking. really. i know my desire and hope is to be a doc. i dont know whether my results will be able to make it.. but im gonna try. even if i have to take a longer route, at least i did try (: well, and scholarships i know getting that sucky GP grade gonna cost me. im really at loss, like omg, how can the gp and lit to differ by so much?! zzz
sigh~ oh yea, kimi kiss xD im gonna watch it later xD try watch a lil bit xD though supposedly im to plan what to teach the kids (monsters!) tomorrow xD.. the thought of having Le shan and Wei Heng on the same table.. terrifies me... omt!!
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Saturday, March 07, 2009
tutoring
hmm from mon on im starting a new job hehe~ actually, the job hours are short.. and the pay was pretty good. just quite nervous in tutoring pri2~6 haha especially English (remembering the horror of english oh man.) i still dont understand the difference between verbs, adverbs, noun, adjectives etc. pretty much im left to guess which sounds nicer and fit to the sentence haha!
hmm. the worst.. the "boss" wanna see my results. i think the moment she saw my GP.. she gonna regret hiring me. and im scared of that. sigh. but the job was pretty good. though of course i havent officially start yet lol~ its at most 4 hrs a day. 6 days per week. sigh..
oh yea.. yesterday celebrated by going play MJ hehe~ well i thought i was winning but since we didnt play money, and didnt bother counting anyway, yea. LOL
oh.. SMU open house today. we got lost. like lost within the many buildings all under SMU. soo embarrassing to have the person to have to lead us to where the booths actually are. lol!! then we went VIVO. actually didnt shop much. but i think i seriously need new clothes. i mean.. i think i've nothing much to wear other than school shirts. lol!! i'd never realised that. i guess because wearing school based shirts are so comfortable xD and i rarely need to wear something nice anyway lol!
hmm. im going to shop tomorrow with mom hhaha.. prepare some new clothes for uni.. and work. ((: yay! surprisingly.. i think its hard to spend time with mom in spore. i guess cuz here i can call up friends, hang out with them etc. while mom more interested in i dont know.. looking around? sigh. tomorrow must spend time with her. lol!
oh ya!! must thanked ms lim for the angel and mushie earrings (: so sweet lahz hand made.. woa~ touched. lol (:
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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
stupid day
its stupid. my mom made me buy 4D for her. like i know how to buy like that. make me go ask some security guard uncle how buy and everything. it was STUPID. AND BLOODY EMBARRASSING! zzz
whatever. im xian. bad mood. especially since tomo results will be release. i think i will be like missing from home for whole day before going back home. and just shut myself inside room. zzz.
