快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
well super long never blog. ah well.. i finally finally deleted that tagged account. seriously.. tt was.. irritating. ah well..
anyway i baked that brownie tarts again (: after mon's trial.. which ended up chao da.. though taste quite okay.. my first time using that oven.. first.. i look at the wrong end of the timer arrow and also the temp arrow.. no wonder.. cooked damn long still looked raw =,= so in end.. cooked v long.. chao da.. =,=
aniwae, today's look nicer (: aha.. u all better eat =,= later no one eat lol~ hmm.. shan gonna reco me her job.. flexible timing.. just.. very far!!! >< haha xD
ah well.. slackin now :/ sometimes when i teach at student care.. i feel.. inadequate. like nt have the exp enough. sometimes when mdm lin gave me a comment, i'll feel bad about it like.. haii..
like.. that day she told me not to chong the kids too much.. well cuz they were sitting on my lap.. the gals.. or.. when she ' caught' them lookin at my class photos.. or when she told me not to give them sweets anymore.. (act sweets was meant for own consumption -,-) or when xin yi fold stars when supposedly supposed do her chinese.. i think she finish aladi.. but still.. haii..
im learning to be more strict. but i dun wan instil fear in those kids :/ the tuition kids want me to cont teaching them til end of year.. best, til they psle finish.. but.. i dont know.. i think they like me solely cuz the cher im relievin was stricter, more xiong den me. that;s y.. sigh~
xianded.. must be more strict. must be more firm =,=.. if the kids dun bully me first >.>
xx signed off at 10:55 PM
Monday, April 06, 2009
Uni
LOL like no uni wants me. this is crazy. im just being impatient. anyway, will be going back to indo (ahh now i rmb what i was going to do when i open the new tab window.. instead of bloggin xD ) to take the entrance test for med in university of Indonesia, international school. sigh
bad is, they gonna test my sciences.. which includes the stupid physics.. sigh!! and then, i forgot almost everything about my chem and bio.. this is bbadddddd!! yea, nxt bad thing is.. will have to settle who can take my lessons on sat.. sigh.. kinda messy :/ and then if IF i really have to go back indo to study.. i think i'll miss the people here the most. i mean.. im anti social!! >< like i dont like making new friends!! sigh...
gd thing, i'll be watchin alya growing up (: aww
well, anyway, work wasnt too bad i guess (: getting used to it (: and yea another reason why i cant bear leaving.. i already have a job for even when studying.. and the kids have build up a rapport with me.. so yea >< sigh~~
