快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
haix... reali dunno wad to sae lahz.. hahaz... like every1 seems to hav smth to do but mi.. bleagh... aniwae, not gg fer da ndp contigent tinko le... kinda a waste... it seems quite fun bein dere n gettin noe other ppl frm diff sch... but oh well.. got to choose between dat n mi fam.. tts so ez rite? haix... sumtimes feel veri alone... ahahz.. though like got a constant brit/lp/maroon5 screamin their heads off in da bg... hahaz... hate sum of those songs... ahhaz... but not mine... so juz close an ear lor... hahaz... damn it... instal a game n there's an error... cant play tt game... grrr... n im here rottin to death...T_T bleagh... n i haben prepare fer mi interview on tue... haix... shld i chose treasurer? it seemd da most slack job of all haahz... laemz... den hmmm pti nahz... hahaz... footdrill i/c... hmmm can slack oso.. i like it.. muahahahaz... i realise tt 90% of mi time i spend wif ting n shuqi da most.. hahaz... 1 week 7 daes saw their faces... wow... hahaz... dun wan c ting lioaz... hahaz... she like i 1 dae c her... errr... arnd more dan 10 hrs? hhaz... kiddin kiddin... den da rest of da gals... erm... like 1 month not even once we go out? cept fer some.. haix.. so sad..... hahaz... nxt time go out 2gether ba ahhaz... i think i gonna flunk mi math again... i dunno y... i tot i understood but when tests cum, my mind is a blank... mi hands starts to sweat n sumtimes even shivered.... omg i think i reali develop a fear of tests... haiz..... feels like cryin... u c all those lil children n c tt they hav no worries lidat... omg, i so envied dem... i wish tt i can b like dem lor.. no worries... no tests... no pressure... feelin down... n they seem much much happier den mi... sometimes i laff but inside feels so empty... it seems veri stupid to mi... y shld i laff? too bad there's no book in tellin mi y... u r happie fer a moment, n da nxt, when u r alone, u feels sadder den b4.. so wads da use... feelin da pressure buildin up inside mi as daes goes by... haix... reali wans to giv up... a veri temptin offer... but den wad? wad will happens nxt? will i giv up on wadeva i'll b doin nxt? there's no endin... it's depressin watching kids frm a happie n carefree ppl grow up to b sum1 hu cares abt works, frownin n short tempered ppl... haix... mum alwaes compares mi wif mi bro... yea..act is him wif mi... he'll feel da pressure i noe but so do i... wad if 1 dae i disappont her?wad will she do? wad will mi dad do? its veri depressin... does any ppl eva noe how m i feelin aniwae? they assumed... but they nva will... fer i dun even understand miself sometimes... im gettin zi bi zhen + depression + suicidal tots here... bleagh... giv mi time to sort out mi thinkings... im sry if i eva offend ani1...
