快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
im feeling even more down.. i guess partly is my fault.. im really sorry for making you feel that way. but it's really not done on purpose. as i had said, i dont mean to keep things from you. sometimes i had just assumed either she told you or that i had told you about it before and i dont want to repeat it for fear of sounding whiny about it. my insecurities i guess. but i also treat you guys as one of my few trustees.. sometimes what i have not told you is also due to fact that i think the time is not right to tell that news. i really hope that you wont be unhappy with me anymore. im sorry. another reason of why im feeling down, my hp bill come up to a total of $90+. sim card subscribtion, basic bill.. i guess it comes up to about $60+? then i guess i really burst my sms. i really have to control my spending now. hai~
