快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
finally, someone who understands how i feels.. thanks ber. as usual, i asked and told them, i feel lost. they dont understand. why should you? they asked. you scored well, your hardwork paying off..
but what's it is but a piece of paper. grading A, B, C or D.. you wont understand. not many do. how lost i feel as i came to the end of tunnel; to find myself falling into another hole.
maybe im depressed. maybe im just but lost at the moment. i feel like locking myself in a room. sorting my thoughts, or just for the moment, enjoy the peace and serenity.
why am i blogging this way... i guess all the literature classes are starting to affect me. i dont know. dont wish to know. just leave me alone.. at least for now.
dont make me make any more choices that i would regret someday. i hated those feelings; knowing it was my own fault things turn out this way.
the guilt, the anger and the helplessness.. i guess im really depressed. slight. im losing all my bearings.. whatever. the end. now.
