快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
yesterday went to the food fair with ting hn jeff ian and alvin. at suntec. well it was quite fun, we were trying some samples.. and mostly buying stuff to eat. and ting get to eat her first egg tart at 1448pm.. LOL, bought by alvin. anyway, we spent most time talking.. gossiping is more like it.. for the few times, im the sponge. haha.
well, then, i have to go to bugis, bought the last bag. at least now i dont feel guilty. oh well.. then, actualy today want to go to ac.. check out whether ting is in ac or not.. but, shang called to ask whether i could work.. then qi said she said okay le, and 'make' me say yes too.. well not exactly forcing though. then i told my aunt im working, she sort of scold me say im 'tan qian' like, well.. that's the excuse i used to her, cause she wont let me if i say because i accompanying qi. then, yea, it was partially due to im wasting alot of money on the outing. haii.
i dont care how you people look at me. it just doesnt seems worth the trouble anymore. oh yea, small world. i'd just realised, me and pheobe both know xiang yi.. since they both from AMK, then ping kee was in her og. haha.
sometimes i feel as though im just lan yu chong shu. well, it seems like without me the fun is still there, anyway even when i was there, im like excluded for most stuff, until maybe they suddenly remember im there. whatever. doesnt matter. wallpaper. haha. i miss belinda, aisyah, dinu, desmond, ju... most of all, i guess the person i can be crazy with.. ber and aisyah.. haii..
still have to work later on. i hate the feeling of being discriminate there. another, well... i sounded as though im complaining.. but, since ber and aisyah not really here to listen to me, i have to content myself with blog. haha.. oh well.. i know i have great friends around.. but i guess to some i cannot really talk about whats in my mind. not the matter about trust or what..i trust people quite easily.. it just, cant. the feeling cant really say or something like that. oh well..
hmmm... monday school is starting. feels kind of weird. i mean, i miss the old css, and also in a weird way, the ac teachers.. not all though.. i dont know, i think i understand what Mr Eugene Chua was saying then.. the cosy whatever feelings in ac.. haha. but, ac eating my money =.= spent so much on stuff i wouldnt be using.. =.=
