快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
well, a week has finally pass.. thank goodness.. we are starting on our PW, curses.. and i think im going to fail the chem test. damn. and, i think i have to go to work tomorrow, because i cant stand the guilt i'll be feeling for ponning ( curse this heavy responsibility feeling i have ) and also i cant find anyone to replace me. sobx. this teaches me to think before i promise anything. haii.
so, yea, calender of the weekend.. do math hw, preferably to finish it today or tomorrow morning, do some reasearch on the PW and also to do my lit hw and lastly, try to read the notes and catch up with the first intakers people.. busy day ahead.. oh yea, and work. im so not going to work anymore. at least while im still studying. and that lit hw, list key historical events and cultural influences of 1900-1945 America and Europe. seems more like Hist.. but it's not.. but, im basically doing it using a hist text book.. interesting.
im like feeling a bit regret going nj, and taking 4H2 subjects.. i mean, can i do it? i dont know. the most common answer people will give would be, you wont know it unless you try it, so, i dont know. i went back to css today again though. saw mano^^ and oh yea, i brought mango pudding to school. it was those packet type.. but really nice, gave them to jin lai guan yin and my twin shan shan^^ oh yea, so css.. POP 10 April.. i cant go.. so, oh well.. i watched their drills.. realised im really not suitable to discipline them.. cause, im quite unwilling to scold them.. well they're 13 years old already.. so yea..
went home taking 176.. i know it does went pass or somewhere near to west mall =.= but ya. seriously, no sense of direction. i shall stick to usual route.. oh yea, crash in to 2 LT which like not my class.. but i due to my usual blur head, saw my timetables wrongly.. i thought i have a lecture in LT5 at 850.. in the end is at 10.. so, when i went in, so many people looking at me.. paiseh.. then thought wrong LT, went to LT1.. so empty.. 1 gal sleeping.. i asked a guy who went in with me if its math lecture now. he said yea, then i asked what class is he from.. cause some class go LT1 some LT5.. he said MLB (?) then rush out.. again.. finally saw my class people.. they said is free period.. wrong timetable=.= xian.
so yea. today maybe the last time i came back to css.. well.. coming too many times loses its novelty yea? maybe i'll go back another time. when the sec 3 is the in charges.. well.. just for the fun of it anyway. oh yea, saw ms irene lim, mr lim, ms shyam. haha.never really talk to them thought.. i spent the whole time talking to fion mostly.. i feel sorta feverish.. actually, i think my body temperature is high from the beginning.. just the way i am.. im hot blooded.. LOL
some idiot just bluff me that he went to HCI.. and they sent invite to him.. when i know, from memories his results wont make it there.. then, also, through what could he go there.. but being me, i trusted that lie.. for the moment.. then like really pek me lahz.. then, i asked gab.. he said, he's in jj-.- damn. got bluffed..
must not be so guillible.. note to self. and, yay! taking off braces.. counting days.. my timetables sucky.. most days ended around 3 plus.. tue at 4.30 Y-Y then, friday 12.30^^ haha.. that is if i skip the lunch..
oh well.. you cant get everything you want, make d with what you have, i miss the gals >< and aisyah.. and ber.. and ju.. and dinu.. and des! waa.. xian.. the past may be the thing that's holding me down, but it isnt easy to forget the fun we all had shared once. oh well.. adapt adapt..
