快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
im supposed to work yesterday but they let me off^^ yay. haha. so yeap, rotting at home yesterday. but manage to sort of do my hw, and read some math notes so today, do PW and lit..
but, i ended up watching ouran again.. argh.. im rotting at home.. oh yea, made jelly again last night.. i wonder if i should bring it to school tomorrow for them.. but, last time i brought the mango pudding, some of the juice i guess seeped out.. ya.. but no pudding left.. haha.. they said it was delicious^^ yay..
so, yeap.. suddenly feels terrified of school.. dont feel like going.. i think i did have this kind of feelings before.. when i started sec 1.. then it was worse.. there was noone there i know.. strange new place.. far too.. yupp.. but come to think about it, i guess i did have fun later on.. making new friends.. haha.. for now, it's not as if i have no new friends.. but, i think its 'stress'.. feels like i have to prove myself.. being in that school itself has add on to the pressure.. and, the other gals not with me Y-Y its sad actually.. we only get close to each other in sec 3.. 2 years.. well.. not short time..
haii.. i hope we can go out together soon.. i miss 4/1 and 2/3.. weird huh, you usually mention the class in sec 2 or 4.. well cause only at sec 2, you'd known them for at least a year. friendship is bonded. same goes to sec 4.. especially when you are in same class since sec 1.. haha..
school.. haii.. just when i start enjoying ac teachers.. but i guess i have to stop comparing.. im miserable enough.. i said before, which school i goes to doesnt matter.. well.. i guess it does.. this school seems to sufocate.. study study study.. test test test.. project project project.. where's the element of fun? well i think if i was here for first 2 months, i wont think of it that way.. but, yea.. i wasnt.. so just let me have the chance to shoot my mouth off.. whatever.
hmm.. somebody just come and shoot me.. =.= maybe i wont have this problem then.
