快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
got very pissed off yesterday during bio. first that edna was pulling out chair to switch on that projector thingy, then cy and crystalj walked past her she was angry that they had no manner to say excuse me or something. then since i was being nice seeing her old and everything, i asked if she would like me to climb the chair. i mean what if she fell or something. then she said and others heard that, no its okay i can do it myself.
then what happened? that old lady climbed up and started complaining of our class having no manners or whatsoever, seeing an old lady climbing up a chair also cant offer to help. i mean bloody hell didnt i just did that? and she was the one who refused my offer. so.. brilliant, im a nobody. got kind of pissed off. that is such a nerve to say that. stml.
then she started complaining. about what? about something which happened 2 weeks ago. teachers day. she was complaining that all we can do is take take and take while expecting her to give give and give. so we had become a terrible ungrateful class who dont know how to appreciate the teachers. 'not even bothering to sms to say happy teachers day' hey, hello, did you even give us your no? cept for your rap noone else has your no!
then she said what we never bother to write card or what, then she added as if an afterthought, okay lahz, some of you did give me a present which is 'not bad' not bad?! someone bother to give you a present already and that's how you feel?! at least your rap even bother to wish you happy teachers day. then she tried to make us feel guilty by saying 'i know i scolded you all lahz, but it was for your own good you know' which is kind of stupid. as the way she scolded people was by belittling the school they went to the first three months. i may not like my first three months school or what, but hell they have better bio cher than her! and she is supposed to be the most experienced! god.
so she went on saying her CT class gave her jelly or what and some made her cookieswhich she shared with other teachers since she dont like cookies=.= hello appreciate the present please! bloody hell... she was just damn irritating. and she should take into account since she said no one from our class looked for her or what.. take into account more than half the class i think, pon school that day.
she said she was disapponted with our class then said that she spent her time helping us and everything.. make the answer or what look neat and make it easier for us.. well i mean as my friend had said, she's paid to do her job. i know what we paid as school fees not enough for her pay or what, but still she was paid to do what she supposed to do! talking so much i think she merely unhappy that our class, being a terrible class, did not appreciate her =.= please, i didnt even gave anything to any of the teachers there. i wasnt even present!
and as another friend mentioned, self-reflect please, do you think you deserved it? both she and me didnt give anything to the teachers. well i know they sacrifice their time and energy and everything, but really i cant feel their love for doing this job or even the enthusiasm cept for some occassion.. well those with the enthusiasm, too bad not in charge of our class.
so yea, it was torturous 50 min. she didnt even have the time to finish 1 question=.= and the moment lesson ended, rushed out and muttered the few vulgarities i can which is quite limited to bloody hell damn and shit=.= oh well.. the worse, after that we had another consolidation on same day! feel like 'oh my god, kill me=.='
but managed to pass that without blowing up.. so went home and complain everything to aunt. then stupid thing while was digging notes out cut my finger. now throbbing like hell.. and well, painful. damn damn damn. please dont tell me i'll be stuck with edna next year too ><
