快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
staying at home the whole day makes me pretty tired.. sometimes, i cant bear the thought of going back to s'pore, awaiting for results.. the thought terrify me. i fear the possibility of screwing up my A's. but at the same time, there's this contradicting feeling of don't want to come back indo because i feel lonely? bored.. maybe alittle of both.
my mom has to go to work, so does my cousin and his wife. of course i can come visit either place if i want.. i can go my cousin-in-law's shop and shopped around the place.. there's alot of stuff there seriously.. and pretty cheap too xD from clothes, furnitures, DVDs, beads etc.. even food i guess.. but.. i cant bargain lol. so, its more advantageous if i came with either my mom or wait for my cousin-in-law to finish her work. though seriously she can go if she wants to, just she is pretty busy. i wont feel good if she leave her work because of me. zzz.
or if i came to my mom's office.. here all the people pretty much knows me, so they don't really mind me hanging around here too anyway, using the internet or such (the people are marketing people, not in the office much anyway =p) but.. sometimes it gets pretty boring. haha
oh yea, made egg tarts yesterday.. it was TIRING seriously.. for one, i keep going back and forth between my aunt's and our kitchen. ours is clean kitchen. hers is dirty kitchen. so, washing, cooking all done in her kitchen. the actual baking, mixing etc was done in ours.. plus.. doing it alone is pretty hard work. we ran out of castor sugar so i walked to the nearest mini mart.. not too far luckily.. and also eggs..
the sieving, cooking.. mixing really took alot of time.. i think i was in there standing going next door etc for 3 plus hours. but, at least the egg tarts turned out okay ((: and im really grateful that my bro helped me too with the sieving. haha.. though seriously.. he is pretty irritating.. any food given to him, he'll have those sarcastic comments, about what coming home from tuition if no one having diarrhoea then he'll try the tarts, looks slimy, like cake plus the toufu egg thing etc. seriously.. well usually im ignoring his comments. cause he's all talk and no action. he wont be able to make them himself anyway..
and further more.. even if you brought him to some upper class restaurant to eat good food, those that cost like hell.. he'll first say delicious.. BUT.. not enough salt.. too sweet, too salty.. lack pepper etc. he's VERY demanding in his food. and i mean DEMANDING. of course he himself will say im just being honest and his comments are good etc. but, when you heard that for years.. sooner or later you get pretty sick of it. i was telling him that day, if he said that one more time, there'll be a day people wont want to treat him to eat anymore. its just plain frustrating. and his ego.. seriosly HUGE. zzz...
well anyway, my cousin-in-law said the egg tarts turned out fine. so im glad ((: my maid said it was okay too lol.. my mom.. she damn pro. she likes the tart so she picked the tart and leave the egg in the middle. it looks pretty disgusting after she's done with it -.- but that's her. kinda used to it. haha..
and, the most ZZZ thing.. i forgot which is the recepie for the swiss roll cake.. zzz and it was nice too.. though really used alot of eggs too. haha. lately i think there's been alot of cake in the house. my cousin bought 2 rolls the other day, and then his friend's baby first month old cake.. then bread? oatmeal cake that my mom brought.. im kinda sick of cakes lol..
hmmm.. g2g.. going to the newly opened mall.. haha sayonara ((:
