快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
okay call me stupid. i cant believe i turn down a job today that pays 1k per month excluding commission and bonus!! but taking into consideration the work schedule 6days week, and 9hrs time.. i know i'll be overwhelmed before long. i dont like the thought of having to work on sat sun public hol and unable to go out with friends etc. i mean the off day will be on weekday. during which people are working!!
okay im trying to make myself feel slightly better. sigh. i would so much more prefer the job that i went for interview one today. it pays lower, but its 5 days work week.. and slightly shorter time too. and it seems much more interesting haha. but she havent called me back yet!! and she said she'll call by today 5pm!! and its gonna be 10!! i hope she'll call tomo... pray pray pray >< seriously.. zzz.. i think im despo. lol. not as if i really really need to work.. but then, i was bored at home.. i feel like im wasting and slacking my days off.. zzz....
there's supposed be an instructor training thingy on sun 1 march. for something i cant remember applying for.. i think its my fate unable to run away from physics. or else why everytime a tutor calling, its to teach physics. and this intructor thingy is abt basic physics too!! grrr, seriously, i dislike hate even physics.. i mean, i passed like thru memorizing formulas.. listing them down when paper start and guessing which one to use in each question.. when drawing is acceptable, i'll rather draw. lol..
sigh... i think im complaining too much. trying to make myself feel better :/ seriously... in need of fervent praying :/ >< zzz
