快乐与痛苦是连体婴，背对背，谁也少不了谁，是名副其实的‘痛快’i love this quote. no idea.. im weird i guess (: but who's normal anyway.. we all are living in a quirky world anyway ((:
Well.. today's the second day of my job (surprisingly i managed to hold on to the job considering i feel like strangling the kids sometimes xD-- oh no i love you guys seriously ((: ) i think i'm getting a hang on the job.. a little bit anyway (: the kids are pretty much bubbly, they're interested in new things (me) im being bombarded by questions and no, nothing to do with what i'm teaching them actually xD. "Teacher Shelvi, are you married?" (like DENG~ shocked into speechless) "Then why are you wearing ring??" "Can i see your phone?" "Wa! i never press also can arh, i touched only lehz! how come it still moves??" "Where you live arh?" "I want visit you during saturday sunday and chat with you" (erm nooo i like my weekends to be actually relaxing xDD )
yea. the worst question gotta be the married question (hell how old do you think i looked like? =,=) so anyway, it was lets just say, never a dull moment (: tomorrow will be my third day, so anyway, thurs and friday my hours are being lengthened. to additional 2 hrs each. so from 1 to 7. (oh my god i hope i can survive 6 hrs..) well of course additional pay too ((: but seriously.. why do i need CPF anyway? zzz
my mom going back tomorrow :/ i feel bad actually. somehow, i seemed to be hot-tempered often around her. i know it wasnt her fault for not knowing stuff or just plainly curious about my life. just that, sometimes she catches me at the worse time possible. asking questions, asking me to repeat, trying get me to actually like share what i was thinking, all those uni courses.. seriously, i dont like talking about them. well i will, eventually. but after i had time to actually think about it, and decide how to tell her, how much she'll understand etc.
sigh, anyway, im still thinking. really. i know my desire and hope is to be a doc. i dont know whether my results will be able to make it.. but im gonna try. even if i have to take a longer route, at least i did try (: well, and scholarships i know getting that sucky GP grade gonna cost me. im really at loss, like omg, how can the gp and lit to differ by so much?! zzz
sigh~ oh yea, kimi kiss xD im gonna watch it later xD try watch a lil bit xD though supposedly im to plan what to teach the kids (monsters!) tomorrow xD.. the thought of having Le shan and Wei Heng on the same table.. terrifies me... omt!!
